Dont Ask

I heard this then changed the words and I need to put it somwhere cause it just sits on my phone so just ignore this post

We are the ones, We're one in a million we're worth all the crap that we're putting you through. We'll be fine. We are the future, so like it or love it, or leave it.

Found Them!!!

So you know how I said that JaeJoong Oppa has 11 body piercings

I FOUND THEM!!!

he have 4 on his left ear..5 on his right...1 on his belly button..1 one his nipples. (ewwie nipple piercing!) But that nasty last one is gone. He has to get rid of it during the mirotic album because he had to dance in a jacket and no shirt. . . . :D

So ya Brooke wins!!!

I Don't Know Why

I'm really sure why I'm blogging but I miss being able to post five or six times a day. So I thought hey its Wednesdays post something! . . . . . . .Tonight is SYTYCD and Glee. I'm uber excited for both (and when trying to type excited just now i hit the shift button about 6 times before i actually hit the 'X') We started watching Les Miserables today in Theatre and Mr. Edwards gave me dirty looks when I mouthed the words to all the songs. Well not glare but it was like :/ just with squinty eyes. My madre isn't feeling well and i feel sorry cause i feel like there is nothing i can do (and i know when she reads this she is going to read that last sentence and think 'you could clean' and then she is going to read this so HI MOM leave me a comment on the bottom of my page!!) back to what i was blogging. So i am like tired all the time! I remember there were days in middle school when i wasn't tired but now its like EVERYDAY!! By 7th or 8th period I'm like falling asleep in class. Not really but its those moments when your head like falling and it snaps right back up. ya i was having one of those in Spanish today. I love that on even days i go from my English class to Spanish class. Mucho funny. My parents laugh because i speak in Spanish alot. Not like fluent or even coherent messages i just say random crap in Spanish. Like when i say good night to my parents i would say "Buenos Nachos" because in Spanish good night is "Buenos Noches" but now I'm saying it right. And randomly when leaving some classes i say "Hasta Luego" to friends and teachers. Its is really fun! Wow i cant believe that this blog is so long. I feel like I'm doing an observation for theatre where we are given a topic and just write about what comes to mind. Ya that's what this feels like.

The Best Day Ever!!!

So I think that today is the best day ever. I don't care if it is September 11th TODAY IS THE BEST FRICKEN DAY EVER!!!! So it started this morning. I woke up and NONE of the computers were on which bummed me out but now that i think about it maybe it was a sign. So for like the last week i have been praying (isn't that new) and I have been asking for help is TVXQ. I know that I'm obsessed with them so i have been asking for help to know if I'm supposed to like them this much and if not then to help me to ease my way out of this obsession so this morning i was on the PS3's Internet and i was on YouTube and JaeJoong oppa and Yoochun Oppa's new song "Colors~Melody and Harmony~" with English subs was in my favorites which is weird cause i never favorited it. So i was like "okayy." So i listened to it and the first lines are

Right now, somewhere, someone is in pain, all alone

Passing through a sleepless night

Until the light shines on your heart

Let's nestle close together, so that we could sleep

Like a melody and harmony in love

Yup. So then i was like you know what this is a sign to AKTF!!!! (Always Keep The Faith)(Isn't this cute?! I designed it myself. See the 'A' 'K' 'T' 'F'?)

So then I got to school and Mr. Edwards praised me on my pantomime. And i was the only one to get praised so WOOT! Then he told me good job on turning in my play report early.

In dance P.E we did yoga (which is like my favorite thing in the entire world) and it was SOOOOOOOOOOO relaxing.

Then for Seminary i was one of the 5 people to get all the scripture mastery's right and there is a candy bar with my name on it!!!

In health Matt and I talked the entire time. Matt Fowler is the funniest guy ever!! He is a Japanese major and is like "Sailor Moon is my guilty pleasure"

Then in math I got a 100% on a pop quiz.

Then if life couldn't get any better I open up TVXQsoul.com and the first thing that pops up is that a verdict is on the way for the lawsuit that JaeJoong Yoochun and Junsu are in against SM.

Today has been the best day ever. The only way it could get better would be if Jae suddenly showed up at my door.

Heaven's Postman

So my favorite person in the entire world is now in a film that will be coming out next month and I can not wait to see it!!! It's called Heaven's Postman (hence the title of this entry)

That is the promo poster and here is the trailer

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3HyH2bXY1LU&feature=related

It looks like crap no matter where you go or what video you look at.

Anyway when the chick in the poster started screaming "Why did you die?!" i thought she was talking about the guy who was talking about his father in like the middle of the vid. NOPE she was talking about my baby dieing. HOW SAD I cried (go figure). Then when Jae was in black and all the angels were walking to heaven and that couple hugged and Jae smiled all cute like I CRIED (I'm an emotional wreck lately. Don't tell my parents lol)

So ya i cant wait to watch this movie and i have it written everywhere on my calender. I just need like a set date now instead of just October lol.

No Time in the Day for Blog

I love that in all the blogs that I follow none of us have updated since like the week school started. Where do the hours in the day go?! I think the cookie monster eats them but that's just my personal opinion. I wish that school wasn't as long. Make it like elem. school. It starts at 9 and ends at 3. I like that better than 7 to 2! That is a pain!!!!! Oh well. Maybe sometime in the near future I will get more than 6 hours of sleep.

School

I should have written about this yesterday.. . . .


ANYWAY! So Mr.Troche is the COOLEST TEACHER EVER!!! I wish i had him. . . . . :D Tacos and hobos good times! So my theatre class is the coolest thing ever!! So for you other majors and people at other schools SORRY my class is BOMB! Mr. Edwards is super funny. I was all happy and perky the first day and he was like "Calm down" and i got all worried that i had done something wrong and he was like "Just kidding" and then i calmed down. Then today i asked him what his favorite musical or play was and he said Les Miserables which happens to be my favorite musical of ALL FRICKEN TIME!! So he is now my favorite teacher. But then i signed up to audition for "I never saw another butterfly" and its about the Holocaust. So i was like YA!!! It needs a younger cast. So younger cast means younger students I.E me! lol then i love my Spanish class, not the actual class, just my class mates. There is this junior named Micheal and he is the funniest thing ever!! He just talks non stop. its great. I ate lunch at the church and that was good cause it has an A/C and a microwave. So can you say HOT POCKETS! Neither can I. Diet remember lol ;D I love school and i cant wait to go back tomorrow.

Reunion

Wow I feel as though I haven't done this in a LOOOOONNNNNGGGG time. Even though it's been a week.

So this weekend was my family reunion in the mountains above Paraguna, Utah. We stay in this cabin called "Little Creek Cabin"

Cute isn't it :D

So because my parents were out of town all week my grandpa drove us for the 4 hour drive. My grandpa is OLD as in born in the 1930's WOW! So all he wanted to do was talk about how he grew up in the mountains and how he bathed 1 time a week. All i wanted to do was listen to DBSK on my iPod and sleep. So when i put in 1 headphone my gramps was all "what you listening to?" and i was all "Korean Music" So then he went off on how 2 of my cousins have been to Korea. Finally we made it to the cabin. After some talking to my uncle brent and my aunt becky, we traded rooms with them so we had a room upstairs and they had a room downstairs. So it was Thursday when we got there and the only other people there were my Anut Melodie and Uncle (little) Brent and their family, The Gossard family and the Frogly family (Becky and Brent). I really dont like any of their kids except Caden Gossard. That kid is a RIOT!

By like midnight all the teenagers were still up and playing poker when the front door opened and in walked Aleah. (she is like my favorite cousin of all fricken time) I stood up and ran to her and hugged her. She was all "nice welcoming comity" Aleah is a year younger than me. We went to bed after we helped them unpack.

The next day I was sitting on the back balcony writing my DBSK story (i didnt tell ppl that. PEOPLE I AM WRITING A DBSK STORY!) and Aleah walks up behind me and takes the story from my hand. She reads the intro and is like "this is good" then she turns to Chapter 7 and tries to start reading from there. In my story thought I use every ones actual names insted of their stage names so she read a line that was like, "Junsu, Changmin, and JaeJoong were all sitting on the couch watching soccer." She turned to me and was like "who the heck are these people?!" So i whipped out my phone and was like "THESE HOTTIES!" She saw Xiah Junsu and was like "ohhh he is HAWT" SO then i got Aleah obsessed with DBSK and now i feel bad because it is hard being one of their fans if you live in the US.

On Saturday Caden was setting up the horses to ride and saddled up the wrong horse. So he went to the top of the hill and we're all watching him when suddenly the horse stands on it's back legs then takes off running at top speed. So we see his hat fly off and we're like "oh crap." so we all run after him but the horse ran off to the gun range. As we were running we see the horse come back without Caden. The older men ran and found him on the ground. So he went to the hospital and now he cant run cross country. But he was really funny on his pain meds. He said "i dont know" alot and shrugged his shoulders. He would just sit there and press his lips in a hard line and do nothing.

I love going there and I cant wait until October when i get to go up there to just chill with my parents and sisters. Maybe even a few friends :D

"MARRY ME NOW!!"

Okay so I'm on one of my favorite sites TVXQsoul.com and they have Bio's of all the members. So I open up JaeJoong Oppa's and this is what it said (straight from the site)




Kim Jae Joong
Bio:Jae Joong is the oldest member of the group, Tong Vfang Xien Qi. He was the third to be added to the group. Jae Joong was selected out of a contest of 5,000 people as the “best voice” and “best face”. He trained with SM Academy 3 years before debuting with the group. The stage name he uses was told to him by a fortune teller. “Youngwoong” was the name that means Hero in Korean. He also picked the name Hero because he wanted to be the “Hero” of the music industry.
StatsStage Name: YoungWoong Jae Joong (Hero)

Real Name: Kim Jae Joong

Birthday: January 26, 1986

Birthplace: Chungnam

Religion: Atheist

Position: Main vocals

Blood Type: O
Random Facts:

-Loves to cook

-Has 8 sisters

-Has 11 piercings

-Has a matching tattoo (TVXQsoul) with Yoochun

-Wanted to be a grocery store owner, so that he can eat all the cookies

-Likes a girl with pretty hands and feet

-First kiss in the 6th grade

-Believes he will marry a fan

-Wants 2 daughters



So I read the last 2 and I screamed out "MARRY ME NOW!!"

I'm a fan, I've always wanted 2 daughters, I love his tattoos, I would love to see all those piercings, I come from a big family so 8 sisters BRING IT! and if he gets all all fat from eating those cookies I will not love him anyless. It was just funny cause I screamed that out and my sister was like BROOKE HE IS 8 YEARS OLDER THAN YOU ITS ILLEGAL!!!! hahahahahaha! Love Him!!!! <3

JaeJoong Oppa's Letter

“Words” - A letter Jaejoong wrote for the members. “You are my tattoo” is a letter Jaejoong wrote for the members during their fourth album.

Note: This is not a new one but during the Mirotic Period. It has been rather low profile and was only released recently.
Jaejoong say:

To: YoochunYoochun, you don’t say much usually but writing this down using these kind of words make me a little embarrassed. I know you have been very tired recently, worried and forcing a smile out - I feel sorry. We are always together and the other members are unable to see your sadness but the hard words have to be said out. If you’re tired, tell me, I will help you. I will also listen to all your troubles because I am always by your side. You can tell me anything and everything - the soul of my life. Yoochun, I love you.

To: JunsuMy cute Junsu. Because of you, we are DBSK; Junsu, the sound of DBSK. Kim Junsu, hyung really thinks you’re important, do you know? I have never forced you to do anything and you have always treatedd me seriously. Sorry, but I love you, my cute little brother, Junsu. Thank you, and sorry, as comapred to many others, hyung really understand your past, and wants to help you and that is why please continue working hard! I love you, Junsu!

To: ChangminOur small and cute cat, we haven’t been making you do the cooking recently, sorry. Because of you, we have almost become closer, frustrating. However, we totally understand it is due to your fatigue and your lost energy when you occasionally tease us and command us to do stuff. We are all almost crazy.. haha.. always with a good heart and full of innocence, Changmin. You must continue working hard next time. We are always protecting you, if you’re tired, you must say it and we will help you. Forever the youngest, I love you.

To: YunhoJung yunho, Yunho, Yunho, our leader, Yunho. Are you tired recently? My, Yun, Ho, the reason he became the leader is because he has to tolerate all the hardships. Whenever I see your fatigue body, I think that way. I want to help shoulder some burden but am always unable to.. I know when we received the award, the other members were crying but you were holding it in and only hid in the toilet and cry when we reached home. Therefore, thank you for your letter but what was the content in the letter? “Sleep earlier, if you don’t sleep I will kill you..” Yunho, there would not be me if not for you. My other half, Yunho, I love you.





Can I just say me being my emotional self I started crying when Oppa put "Junsu. Because of you, we are DBSK" WOAH IT WAS EMOTIONAL MOMENT FOR ME!

The Boys

Yes it is time once again to have a wonderful blog post about the most important men in my life

DBSK!!!

So recently JaeJoong, Yoochun, and Junsu filed a lawsuit against SM Entertainment. It was something about their contract so when fans found out (including me) we all flipped out thinking that they were going to break up as a group. HAHA NO! They came out with a new saying. The old one was "DBSK FIGHTING!" That was their saying from the start. The new one however, holds more to the time Right now. Its "Always Keep The Faith" and when I heard that I broke down in tears. It became a song (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eSFZX8tg21M) and it was very touching.

Now, my favorite member is Hero JaeJoong. And I remember the day I found out he had a tattoo on his back. I was watching this (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mKzxwd9XCeM) It is a video of them performing "Wrong Number" and "Mirotic" live and at the end they turn around and pull their shirts down low enough to see their backs and I saw this tattoo on JaeJoong Oppa's back.

Isn't it cute?!?!?! :D So then I'm on my DBSK blog where I can get all this info on the boys and I see that Mickey got a tattoo that says Always Keep The Faith. And I thought "wow isn't he just amazing! That's sooo sweet that he would get that tattoo!" HAHAHA why did I think that one of the other members didn't get it? IDK! Then I found out like five minutes ago that JaeJoong Oppa has the same tattoo in the same place. Aww look at that tongue! Lol JK JK that is sooo an inside joke. Then i was watching their variety show today and it was like an hour and a half long totally awesome! ( if you cant tell i was really bored today). It started out with a cooking challenge. It was Mickey and Junsu against U-Know and Max. Hero (JaeJoong oppa's stage name) was the MC because he normally cooks at home so they said he couldn't play (RUDE!) The teams had to fight for the ingredients to make 2 completely different dishes. 1 dish was a Korean dish I'm not even going to try to put on here and the second dish was a sandwich. The first game they played was "Of Course." Its a bit like playing "Yo Mama" on MTV. Max won for his team. Needless to say it was funny to watch that part but the next part was the best. They did a "news cast" with all 5 of them as anchors and i really was on the floor crying! And that doesn't happen often. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNgO1w1o0gE

All i can say is JaeJoong Oppa came out in fat pants and he is the thinnest of all the boys. He was telling people how to lose weight. So he made Max and Junsu do this funny dance. Then Max was all "are we losing weight?" and Oppa was all "no but your losing your style!" It was funny. I really love these boys and cant wait until they come to America!

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH!

Papa James

So my grandfather (papa in the south) on my mothers side passed away today. My mom is from North Carolina so that's why he is called papa. Anyway, so my mother has to fly to his funeral tomorrow and it's kinda sad but my mother and her father weren't all that close. He left my mothers mom (Nana) when my mom was little like 5 i think so she never was that close. Even today while she was running around the house getting ready to leave she never cried. Its kinda sad to me that they weren't closer but that's just my opinion. I've seen this man no more than 5 times in my life so it really isn't that big of a deal to me. Like I'm going to miss him and for a while i was sad but it isn't like when my Uncle Barry died. I still cry about that it he died like 4 or 5 years ago. Anyway he was and is loved and will be missed.