School

The hardest thing in my life is school.
NOT FAMILY
NOT MY LOVE LIFE (or lack there of)
NOT FRIENDS
NOT ANYTHING EXCEPT SCHOOL!!!
I'm taking really hard classes this year and some of those classes i was never good at anyway.
I have Bio. 1 Honors. I was never good at science. I dont care who says what I was never good at science. Too many difficult terms that all looked alike but ment different things. Also my teachers in middle school wern't that amazing so all the things i should know i dont apparenly so everyone around me is like "BLAH BLAH BLAH I KNOW EVERYTHING!" and i sit there like i have no clue whats going on!
Spanish is hard because i get how everything is said but the spelling is AMAZINGLY HARD! Epsecially how my teacher grades. 1 missed accent then your entire answer is wrong. not even a half credit. I wish they would let me take Japanese. I've learned some phrases in korean and can romazie simple Korean phrases so Japanese cant be tooooooo far off. I can already write all the way to 4 in Japanese. I know now your thinking "WOAH 4 YOU'RE MOVING UP IN THE WORLD!"
Theatre isn't hard as much as it is stressfull. The whole hours thing drives me insane!!! But other than that it truly is my favorite class next to english.
English is the greatest class on earth. It's simple and entertaining because Mr.Matulat gets that we have other classes and he gets that our majors are demanding. He gets it!! At the beginning of the year some senior theatre majors told us to find a teacher we could go to and just lay on the floor and cry. I think Mr. Matulat would let me if i asked.
Math. . . . ohmyheck. I love the teacher when he isn't teaching. But the way he teaches you can never tell if he is joking or if he is serious. Then he teaches things the simple way. So for like slope intercept form he just says y=mx+b so we (we being layne and myself) went to the book and had to look up slope intercept form.
School just isn't fun anymore.

Man~

So I hate that when ever I blog it's only after something big has happened or i have free time. Both of which never happen EXCEPT NOW!

So my birthday was the other day. It was amazing for the first half. I woke up NOT TIRED!! That never happens. Then I got Snow White on DVD ( I soo put a B instead of a V hahahaha I'm such a wanna be Korean!) I got the socks i wanted and i got A FRICKEN SNUGGIE!!! HOLY CRAP!!!!! Hahaha. So I got to school and they sang me happy birthday in theatre. We finished watching this amazing play called anatomy of gray. It was amazingly cute and i LOOVED~ it :D

Then in science we WHIPPED OUT MY SOCKS and we put them on my feet with my flats on so I had cute little JaeJoongie's face on my feet. Then they sang to me and i have A TON! of choir majors in my class so it sounded nice. And the cute nerd Alex (for those of you who know him) hugged me and said happy birthday. Then my sweetie Justin (who really isnt my sweetie but he took of my ring one day and put it back on my finger and claimed we were married then wrote his vows and my vows for me :D) hugged me and said happy birthday my sweets. He's so nice. And after lunch monica (I LOVE YOU MY SWEETS!) was like "BROOKE GET HERE NOW!!!!" Cause i dont eat lunch with her cause I'm at seminary. So Marina and Summer are walking with me and i see monica and her back is too me and she's holding something in her hand. So I called her and she was like BROOKE!!! So she put this canister in my hand, and all over the canister is pictures of my sweet Joongie. So Im flipping out cause i mean COME ON ITS MY HUSBAND!! So she's like OPEN IT! So I did and this is on the inside

Can i say I SCREAMED!!! OHGOMO I WAS SOOO FLIPPEN HAPPY~ And sweet monica's mother's birthday is the same day as mine so her mom was like "thanks monica you get Brooke something but forget your mothers birthday" But her mom made me a Joongie bookmark. I SOOO SLEPT WITH IT NEXT TO MYNON-EXISTENT BED! More about that later. So then I got home and it was nice but then i remembered i had about 20 people staying in my house. Normally i'm okay with people staying in my house but it was my birthday and I got to sleep on AN AIR MATTRESS IN MY SISTERS ROOM! But I had the most amazing cake and THE BEST CHICKEN AND DUMPLINGS ON THE FACE OF THE FRICKEN PLANET. . .

I'm in my mothers room right now with my mom and two aunts and im listening to a song from Mozart (The musical in which Xiah Junsu will be staring as Mozart) so i cant hear everything they're saying but at one point they're really loud then quiet then they laugh and get all quiet again. . . .

Anywho so I JUST WATCHED THE FIRST 10 MINUTES OF HEAVENS POSTMAN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

It is so much easier to type ahhh on a computer cause when i wrote the same thing to aleah on my cell I had to keep pressing the 'H' button.

I've been sitting here listening to that song OVER AND OVER! I cant wait to see Mozart!!!
So my life is boring and I'll write later!

Aww Jae and Vick (Haha vick was named by Junsu Oppa because it's a combo of Visual and Shock :D)

My Room

Living in my house in madness with my father. My mother gets it. That I’m different and that my room being full of stuff is just who I am. My dad thinks that having every inch of my room covered in pictures is overwhelming. He thinks that my dresser covered in stuff isn’t good. Having my room like that is sooo calming. The rest of the world expects me to be organized and together. In my room, my domain, I can just let everything out and it can be my place to be unorganized and free. I wish my dad could see that.

I wanna hug him and slap him at the same time

SM Entertainment CEO's Kim Young Min, who is involved in the ‘unfair contract’ dispute with his artistes, has recently announced a new contract policy, and that it will be put into action once it gets approved by the related authorities.SM Entertainment Representative, Kim Young Min, who attended the press conference which was held on the 2nd of November 2009 at 63 Tower, has expressed, “We would collect all comments from music and entertainment industries, related government departments, cultural and tourism board, fair trade departments, educational circles and legislative bodies, based on the law to adjudicate a new contract policy. After the approval from the respective authorities, we would then put it into action. Then follow it (new contract policy) enthusiastically.”Kim agreed, “If we are able to come out with a new exclusive contract policy based on the law, SM would like to re-contract with all current artistes based on it.”Kim also expressed, “Under the new exclusive contract, the moment it’s signed it would be protected till the contract ended, if not the current situation would repeat over and over again in the future.”“In order to prove that what have just I said is nothing but the truth, we would first like to take the advice from the impartial committee,” he said.But, everyone was not able to fully believe this announcement by SM Entertainment. Professor Lee from Korea Art University stated, “If SM do not wish to have what they have just said to turned into nothing, then they should assure them.” He continued, “Based on what SM have said, they do not wish to fully take on the advice from the impartial committee, but to forcefully come out with a new contract policy, which was questionable (their announcement).” Professor Lee ended, “If SM was really sincere about this, they should work on the new contract based on the advice and not vice versa, and then to get it approved by the representative authorities.”

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Update

SO it has been a long time since I posted. School does that to you.

So from that last post you can see that the world is coming to an end. I must have spent over an hour and a half crying over that. The next morning though i realized something: ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH!!! My husband doesn't have it tattooed to his chest for no reason! I perked right up and thought about how I need to be strong and I need to keep fighting!!!

SOOO THEN I fell in love with their song Trick. SOOO OLD!!! It was during their 'T' tour. The costumes, which I couldn't find a picture of so i'm kinda mad but the vid is at the bottom of this page, are sooo sexy!!! :D

SOOO THE CABIN WAS LAST WEEKEND!!!OMG SOOO COOOOOL!!!
So I took the coolest cousin in the entire world with me. ALEAH! Which btw aleah when you read this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6q8E6BSjNKE and this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DERs3xD5Qkw&NR=1 :D

Anyway the cabin. SO Aleah came over the night before in her snuggie thing that was sooo pimp!It was like a snuggie suit. (just so you know i've been watching YouTube at the same time i've been typing this so i've been on this page for like an hour) We chilled in my room and spazzed for a long time. THEN when we woke up my dad was still in KANSAS! So we packed up 2 cars and drove to the airport and got my dad. Then we went to my uncle brents house and picked up a trailer. We got on the road and Aleah and I both fell asleep. Around Mesquite we woke up and my dad was like "We've been on the road for an hour and have about 2 more hours left" Really it felt like 5 hours had passed. Aleah and I stuck a conversation about french fries. We finally got to the mountains and let me tell you SNOW IS COLD!!!

I asked my mom before we left "Hey is there going to be snow?" And she said "No." So you know what i wore in the car? Flats. With no traction at the bottom. As soon as I stepped out of the car, i was greeted by a cat first, then i almost fell. So then it was great because i couldnt walk outside i didn't have to haul things into the cabin. SO THEN it was mucho freo (is that how it's spelled?) So we only lit 2 of the 4 fires with the little wood we could chop with a broken ax. So Aleah and I snuggled on the couch with meh story and meh cell phone and watched vids to get rid of meh writers block. (BTW totes ended chapter 34 aleah!)

So that night it was even more cold and we had the coldest room in the whole cabin (which i was okay with cause not only was it the same room the boys stay in in my story but , and this is soo by chance, it was the same bed that Jae and Mickey slept in) but it was still really cold. Aleah was perfectly fine in her snuggie thing. I have been taught though that when you wear something simple like a night gown or a tank top and shorts your body heat doesnt try to warm up your clothes but the space around you. So i wore a nightgown and pj pants. I forgot socks though and was too cold and tired to get out of bed. So i just froze that night.

The next morning Aleah and I laid in bed for like half an hour after we woke up looking really scary. We were laughing soo hard. why IDK i think it had something to do with french fries.

Later that day aleah and I took my speakers and had the most epic dance party known to man! Then Bailey and her friend came out and didn't like the music we were playing and SOOO tried to change it. We took over though with a little purple line :D Then that night we had a dance party and i SOOOO scared my mom with my gangsta dance moves ;)

That night we told scary stories and I have a real bad problem with the paranormal. Like super bad. So i was almost crying cause we sat in the dark but the moon was full so it was soo bright outside that it was eerie and all i saw in my head was some psychopath throwing himself against the window and trying to get in. It was soo scary!!! Aleah and I got in bed and listened to my iPod (TVXQ!) and wouldn't stop laughing cause we were hugging each other and talking about french fries.

On Sunday we went for a ride up the mountain. Larson took me on the second best four wheeler. We went so fast! The snow had melted that it was all mud. So the mud flew up into my eyes and got stuck in my hair. It was amazingly funn!

So now im sitting in my play room and this post has taken me three days to write. BLEH . . . :D

QUICK PICTURE OF MY HUBBY!

Aww this is from when he and Mickey were making Colors~Melody and Harmony~

D:

The possibility of Korea's top idol group TVXQ disbanding is increasing, after their agency sent an apparent ultimatum to three of the five-member boy band to return to the agency.
Speaking at a press conference on Monday, SM Entertainment chief Kim Young-min accused the three members -- Xiah, Hero, and Micky -- of having sued against the company out of greed to make more money.
Kim was speaking about the ongoing legal battle between the three members and the company. The three band members claim the contract signed between TVXQ and the management agency is unfair.
Last month, a lower court sided with the three and ruled that parts of the contract should be invalidated, paving the way for them to resume individual music and advertisement careers.
The agency vowed to bring the case to a higher court, saying the three must follow the contract as long as they continue to be part of TVXQ, and should get paid according to the current contract.
The other two members -- U-know and Max -- rendered their support for the management agency's claim, expressing hope that the other three would return quickly.
In their statement, the two stressed that all members have worked under the same contract with SM Entertainment for the past five years.
"We believe that TVXQ would not have been in existence without SM Entertainment, which created the group. We are also not willing to resume our career as TVXQ without our current agency," the statement said.
In a related movement, SM Entertainment chief Kim made it clear that although the court granted freedom to the three members to pursue individual activities, they are allowed to work as TVXQ only under SM.
The company demanded that the three members reply to its request to return to the agency by Nov. 12.
But it is widely viewed that the three are unlikely to continue to work with the management agency due to deep distrust between the two sides.

CHANGMIN AND YUNHO JOIN THE FIGHT! IF YOU DO YOU ALL MIGHT WIN!!! I WANT YOU GUYS TO STAY TOGETHER AND CONTINUE TO MAKE MUSIC THAT MELTS MY HEART!!!!
Saranghaeyo Oppa's.
JaeJoong, Hwaiting
Yoochun, Hwaiting
Junsu, Hwaiting!

Name Change

Don't eorry about it. Just felt like something new :D

What is This Post Even About?!?!?!?

So just like the title says I have no clue why the heck I'm typing this. I was just on the Internet while we watched the proposal, which is such a legit movie, and I opened a new post page and was like "Hmmm I wanna write something but I don't know what." Thus this baby was born.
So I'm totes writing meh story and I am SOOOO FRICKEN STUCK RIGHT NOW!!!!!! I have all of teh boys at the cabin my family goes to every year. I needed a way to get through Christmas so I was like "wellllll" and then Aleah gave me a great idea for the cabin so it was like okay. Now that they're there I don't know what to do. I need them to get back to Korea so they can go on "Come to Play" (Legit T.V show that is totes hilarious) and then they're getting married in Korea. But the thing that I tell Aleah the most is "I DON'T KNOW HOW TO GET FROM POINT A (The Cabin) TO POINT B (Korea).
And I get to go to Lissette's quinceanera. I can't wait cause I totes got a new dress that looks sooo great on me!
I've lost around 20 lbs from being on nutrisystem and I've totes gone down 2 pant sizes. WOOT!
. . . . I'm telling you this is just the most random post EVER! THE PROPOSAL IS SOOOO CUTE!!

Mother I Lied

So in my last post I said that I wanted that HUGE DBSK package with a billion DVD's and a poster and stuff. Then I was thinking about it last night. That thing is $70 and that is a lot of money. At first I thought "Well last year they spent $50 on just two DVD's (OHSHC)" But this isn't last year and then I remembered "Hey they just spent $300 for you to get more nutrisystem and they're spending $200 a month for your voice lessons"
So mom when you read this (cause i know you read my blog) would I like the big DVD thing. yes. Do I want you to get it for me? NO! Don't even think about it. If you get it for me I will feel soooo bad about it!!! So do I want the socks? YES! Those are totes cute and alot less expensive.

Birthday Present

So I totes showed these socks to my mother the other day

I think they are the cutest socks EVER!!!

So my mom was like "What do you want for your birthday?"

B: Well i want these socks but your going to think I'm obsessive

M: Well ya

B: So I don't know what I want

M: Come on your going to be 15

B: I know. I for serious want these socks

M: Well let me see them

B: *Shows her picture*

M: really?

B: ya. . . .

Then I called Aleah and was like "We could so just turn these socks upside down and mop the floor with Changmin's FACE! Cause changminnie is the devil"

SO FUNNY! But really Mom cause I know your reading this

http://cgi.ebay.com/Dong-Bang-Shin-Ki-TVXQ-Socks-5pair_W0QQitemZ150378754184QQcmdZViewItemQQptZLH_DefaultDomain_0?hash=item230345b088

Those are the socks

And I know that this is ALOT of money but if you look at whats in there it's actually a GOOD DEAL!

http://www.yesasia.com/us/dong-bang-shin-ki-all-about-dong-bang-shin-ki-season-3-6dvd-photobook/1020608770-0-0-0-en/info.html

LOVE YOU!!! and if you get me the DVD thing then I dont want ANYTHING for Christmas. :D

AWESOMEST BIRTHDAY PRESENT TO DATE!!

OMFRICKENGEEEEE!!!!! SO IM WRITING THIS IN ALL CAPS CAUSE IM SOOO HAPPY!!!
I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS MOVIE 'HEAVEN'S POSTMAN' TO COME OUT AND IT'S AIRING DATE IS ON MY BIRTHDAY!!!! HOW AWESOME IS THAT?!?!?! I THINK THAT THE ONLY THING THAT WOULD BE BETTER WOULD BE IF MY YOUNGWOONGIE JAEJOONGIE SHOWED UP AT MY HOUSE PERSONALLY TO WATCH THE MOVIE WITH ME THEN MARRY ME AND BE WITH ME FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Blog Making

I totes have not made a blog in a loooong time! I just made my cousin one and it was so hard to remember all the stuff i did to mine. I had to remember websites and codes . . . it was draining. I don't know if she'll like it though. . . .