MOMMMMMMMMA

My mother. I love her t0 death, but i wanna dye my hair wine red and she said NO

I didn't even want to dye the whole thing red just the underside of my hair red. NOPE

:C PLEASE MOOMMMYYYY I WANNA DYE MY HAIIIIRRRRRR REEEEEEDDDDD.

What about the same red i dyed it before? the purplish red that was really pretty.

YOU YOURSELF SAID IT WAS PRETTY!!!!!!!

:(

Mom i love you~ a lot. I JUST WANT RED HAIR!!!

Okay this picture doesn't help. . . but thats the color.

STOP JaeJoongie time

So I was looking at my blog and i think it needs more JaeJoong :D

Love the Earrings :D

Haha he is a dork. This is a picture off HIS CELLPHONE that he took when he was getting his hair done :D

This should (and could) be illegal. . . it's a good thing its not~ :D

But guys lets be real. How could someone this beautiful

Be so ADORKABLE?

He is such a cutie!!1

Sooo ya LOVE HIM!

I just saw a tag on a picture that said "He put a ring on it" and FLIPPED OUT! So i clicked it and it was from April when JaeJoong was dating Jessica (tramp) and they got matching rings. AWW HOW FRICKEN CUTE I THINK I MIGHT HURL! :D

Voice lessons

Okay before I get into my lessons i just would like to say that my password for this blog isnt my password for anything else so i always end up typing the wrong thing and it BUGS ME!!!

Anyway so i started taking voice lessons. Why? not sure. I sing in the shower and before i got a teacher i would get out of the shower and walk past my moms room and she would say "We need to get you a voice teacher"

Is that some kind of insult?

JUST KIDDING Love you mommy!!!

Anyway youtube is being it's stupid self and DISTRACTING ME!! but i love it ANYWAYS

So I always say to Stephanie, my teacher, that im going to blog about how well i did that day in voice. but i never do obviously. So here i go!

When i started voice i had like noooo range. I could not even get into second. . . thats crap.
So she pounded me through second and just the other day i was doing scales and i not only made it though second on chest voice, i didnt even know i did it. Normally when i go through second bridge i make faces or laugh or do something because it would feel weird but now its all
"hey second bridge i just OWNED YOU!!"
She once showed me a video of vocal chords and EWWWWWWWWW i advise you to NEVER look it up. I was like gagging and she just laughed at me. She is like my best grown up friend mostly because she doesn't act grown up all the time. She's INSANE but in a good way ;D

So ya now i've blogged about voice. . . ACCOMPLISHED!!!

I CANT BELIEVE I NEVER BLOGGED ABOUT THIS!!

I WATCHED HEAVENS POSTMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OHMOGO It was amazing!!! there were some parts where it dragged. I think that was because i didn't like the female lead. but there were just times when i wanted to cry there were times when i did cry.
JaeJoongie Oppa was soooo worried when he was filming this movie that his acting skills weren't that great. HAHAHAHAHAHA BABE YOU ARE A RIOT!! He did amazing. His voice was perfect.
"So you're a ghost?"-Hana
"*smirk* Angel"-JaeJoong.
He played the part perfectly. I love that his name was Shin Jae Joon. That is epic.
This was the best movie i have ever seen and i cant wait until Lovin' You comes out next year. (another DBSK movie :D)
*Sigh* life is good.

Christmas '09

So I think now that i'm a little older I tend not to like feel as excited about gifts until I wake up for christmas. (BTW in case no one has noticed yet spelling and punctuation not my thing) So I was helping my mom cook dinner which i will describe L8TAH . . . . so im helping my mom cook and she was like "You feeling okay?" I was like "Ya whyyy" "You just havent been hyper."
So when im not hyper im sick. . . . okay its the truth but what ever. You know what im just going to start from yesterday.
So we made
AHHHH NICHKHUN JUST SHOWED UP ON MONICA'S CLOCK!
So we made 18lbs of Prime Rib (which we are still consuming tonight) we made creamed corn, rolls (home made!! By me and my dad) mashed potatoes, lime jell-o, green beans, rice, and had cider of the apple, pear, and grape apple flavor. Now Christmas eve feels the need to DRAG no matter how excited I am it just DRAGS. So im sitting around the house to FRICKEN SICK to do anything. I wasn't really sick just nauseous. So We finally started cooking around like 7!! We ate at like 8:30 when gordan got to our house (a friend of ours) his fiancee came later. So we got in bed around 10 but didnt fall asleep until like midnight. or was it 11. . .
My cat is rubbing her face against my toes. . .
So i was in my onsie (like a full suit pajama its fricken great) and really we arnt supposed to wake up my parents until 7. but every hour on the FRICKEN hour i woke up. lucky me i know.
So I've had no idea what in the heck my parents were getting me for christmas. I asked for korean men for my big gift.
Personally i wanted all of the angels and the hottest time of the day, but knowing me i would've gotten those mexicans. Monica you know who im talking about.
and alll night i kept saying how much i hate Fabio (my pink ipod) and this morning i walk downstairs to a BRAND NEW IPOD NANO THAT SHOOTS VIDEO!!! So at first i was all oh this is totes. But then i got it out of my case. and i just have to say my mother is the greatest person alive. Sorry monica and aleah.
IT FRICKEN SAID ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH ON THE BACK!!! I WANTED TO FIRCKEN CRYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
but i didnt cause i think my mother might've put me in a mental ward.
DARKNESS EYES JUST CAME ON OHMOGO! (aleah i've been typing it wrong)
So then i got the rest of the pear cider from the fridge and drank from the bottle and my mother called me a drunk.
I got
-a 120 color eyeshadow palate
-diamond earrings
-cute shirts (thanks bailey)
-Purple Jacket
-notebooks and colored ink pens :D (I WROTE MORE)
-perfume (celeb testers)
-new headphones
-$25 of itunes gift cards
-lotion
-a bamboo tree thing (I named him Yoochun but everyone else calls him Mickey)
-a bunch of other cool stuff!!
I laughed when i pulled out the earrings because thats what i had JaeJoong get Sadie in my story for christmas :D
So now im sitting in my parents room and i just bought the second season of OHSHC :D
I was reading Monica's blog and the clock is soo cool you just have to see it
http://themonicatheorem.blogspot.com/
I love it. She sooooooo got me into 2PM. It's not as bad as i love DBSK but it's second only to G-Dragon. that kid is like a male Lady Gaga but he is sooooo much better looking and has a better voice. Nichkhun from 2PM is my lover. JaeJoong is my husband and G-Dragon is a side view :D
Monica is going to kill me for saying that. . .
She said i should tell my dad i love SHINee or MBLAQ<---- Mexicans :D Really one of em has a stache. . . .ewwwie.
Haha that'd be epic if my dad killed SHINee or MBLAQ.
Okay i just spent like 10 minutes on 2PM . . . :D
Merry Christmas everyone
AND A FRICKEN AMAZING NEW YEAR!!!! 2010!!!!!
just noticed. i posted 3 times in the month of december WOOT WOOT!

Oh Goodness

Well I just discovered something amazing. No it isnt some lost treasure that will make me rich and help me marry JaeJoongie, BUT it is that I have been blogging for a year now!! WOOT WOOT!

Celebratory Picture :D

Yay SM Town!!!
Anyways. . . . . .

So I'm on Christmas break and this is like the only time i might blog more than once in a month. Not a lot has happened lately. Oh wait ya it has its called MY AMAZING BIRTHDAY WITH ALEAH AT TOWN SQUARE (Five bucks when Aleah sees her name in this she'll be like OMG!! Hahaha )

So Town Square. . . . hahahahahahahaha~ *Sigh* Aleah and I were dropped off at town square around like 3 if i remember correctly. We were bent on taking pictures with cute guys. But all the guys we saw were either too old (Now my mother is reading this with a face like (0)_(0) <-- Glasses) or they were all draped with girls. SOOO we took some random pictures and decided it was YOGURTLAND TIME!!! Aleah was being a poop though and wouldnt go inside with me. So as im standing in line i see the HAWTEST guys working behind the counter so even though aleah is right outside the glass i called her

B:ALEAH THERE ARE HAWT GUYS IN HERE (Said in a whisper scream)

A:Well i think you should take a picture with them

B:One problemo Aleah I HAVE TO BUY THE YOGURT! and YOU HAVE THE CAMERA

A:Thats 2 problems
B:Just get in here!!!

So Aleah came in and took pictures of them and pictures of them helping me with my yogurt. :D Then as we ate the yogurt these AMAZINGLY HAWT GUYS walked by as i was on the phone with my mother too. SO I ran up to the best looking one (if you havent guessed by now these kids are ASIAN!!) So i went up to the guy and was like "Hey it's my birthday can i take a picture with you?" mind you i looked AMAZING that day) So he said sure and his friends were like "You always get the girls!" And i said it was because of his amazing hair.

Ya thats him, Say what you want i thought he was GREAT! We started following them :D We're creepers i know. (btw its really cold as i type this and i really need my snuggie but it's upstairs and im to lazy to go get it) We followed them into boarders then lost them after spotting this guy who looked strangely like sungmin from SuJu. So we left boarders and went to Sanrio for like the 5th time that day. My amazingly good looking friend Tyler was in there (yes monica the one from health) so I hugged him and Aleah said i should get a pic with him but we go to school together so i was like ummmmm. We also ran into pockets while we were there (Yes pockets is a person a very good friend of mine) So then those guys found us and started stalking us :D my feet started to hurt though like really bad! (Red heels :D) So I called my dad and he picked us up and we went home and watched like the fisrt 10 minutes of Bonjour Paris. (Say it in your native tongue, Paris. If your name isnt aleah you wont get that) Then we went to Nagoya and had the worst teppanyaki i've had in my entire life. The chef SUCKED! All he wanted to do was talk about blackfriday to my uncle. Then he put my food on Aleah's plate. POO HEAD!

So that was my birthday. Now I went and saw Expectations with JUNSHI!! IT WAS AMAZING MY FAVORITE PLAY TO DATE!! BETTER THAN SWEENY TODD OR CATS!!! It was great mostly because he talked to me :D

AHH IT POSTED THIS WITH OUT MY PERMISSION!

But anyways I will just leave as is :D Writing later i guess

BAI BAI!!!!!

School

The hardest thing in my life is school.
NOT FAMILY
NOT MY LOVE LIFE (or lack there of)
NOT FRIENDS
NOT ANYTHING EXCEPT SCHOOL!!!
I'm taking really hard classes this year and some of those classes i was never good at anyway.
I have Bio. 1 Honors. I was never good at science. I dont care who says what I was never good at science. Too many difficult terms that all looked alike but ment different things. Also my teachers in middle school wern't that amazing so all the things i should know i dont apparenly so everyone around me is like "BLAH BLAH BLAH I KNOW EVERYTHING!" and i sit there like i have no clue whats going on!
Spanish is hard because i get how everything is said but the spelling is AMAZINGLY HARD! Epsecially how my teacher grades. 1 missed accent then your entire answer is wrong. not even a half credit. I wish they would let me take Japanese. I've learned some phrases in korean and can romazie simple Korean phrases so Japanese cant be tooooooo far off. I can already write all the way to 4 in Japanese. I know now your thinking "WOAH 4 YOU'RE MOVING UP IN THE WORLD!"
Theatre isn't hard as much as it is stressfull. The whole hours thing drives me insane!!! But other than that it truly is my favorite class next to english.
English is the greatest class on earth. It's simple and entertaining because Mr.Matulat gets that we have other classes and he gets that our majors are demanding. He gets it!! At the beginning of the year some senior theatre majors told us to find a teacher we could go to and just lay on the floor and cry. I think Mr. Matulat would let me if i asked.
Math. . . . ohmyheck. I love the teacher when he isn't teaching. But the way he teaches you can never tell if he is joking or if he is serious. Then he teaches things the simple way. So for like slope intercept form he just says y=mx+b so we (we being layne and myself) went to the book and had to look up slope intercept form.
School just isn't fun anymore.

Man~

So I hate that when ever I blog it's only after something big has happened or i have free time. Both of which never happen EXCEPT NOW!

So my birthday was the other day. It was amazing for the first half. I woke up NOT TIRED!! That never happens. Then I got Snow White on DVD ( I soo put a B instead of a V hahahaha I'm such a wanna be Korean!) I got the socks i wanted and i got A FRICKEN SNUGGIE!!! HOLY CRAP!!!!! Hahaha. So I got to school and they sang me happy birthday in theatre. We finished watching this amazing play called anatomy of gray. It was amazingly cute and i LOOVED~ it :D

Then in science we WHIPPED OUT MY SOCKS and we put them on my feet with my flats on so I had cute little JaeJoongie's face on my feet. Then they sang to me and i have A TON! of choir majors in my class so it sounded nice. And the cute nerd Alex (for those of you who know him) hugged me and said happy birthday. Then my sweetie Justin (who really isnt my sweetie but he took of my ring one day and put it back on my finger and claimed we were married then wrote his vows and my vows for me :D) hugged me and said happy birthday my sweets. He's so nice. And after lunch monica (I LOVE YOU MY SWEETS!) was like "BROOKE GET HERE NOW!!!!" Cause i dont eat lunch with her cause I'm at seminary. So Marina and Summer are walking with me and i see monica and her back is too me and she's holding something in her hand. So I called her and she was like BROOKE!!! So she put this canister in my hand, and all over the canister is pictures of my sweet Joongie. So Im flipping out cause i mean COME ON ITS MY HUSBAND!! So she's like OPEN IT! So I did and this is on the inside

Can i say I SCREAMED!!! OHGOMO I WAS SOOO FLIPPEN HAPPY~ And sweet monica's mother's birthday is the same day as mine so her mom was like "thanks monica you get Brooke something but forget your mothers birthday" But her mom made me a Joongie bookmark. I SOOO SLEPT WITH IT NEXT TO MYNON-EXISTENT BED! More about that later. So then I got home and it was nice but then i remembered i had about 20 people staying in my house. Normally i'm okay with people staying in my house but it was my birthday and I got to sleep on AN AIR MATTRESS IN MY SISTERS ROOM! But I had the most amazing cake and THE BEST CHICKEN AND DUMPLINGS ON THE FACE OF THE FRICKEN PLANET. . .

I'm in my mothers room right now with my mom and two aunts and im listening to a song from Mozart (The musical in which Xiah Junsu will be staring as Mozart) so i cant hear everything they're saying but at one point they're really loud then quiet then they laugh and get all quiet again. . . .

Anywho so I JUST WATCHED THE FIRST 10 MINUTES OF HEAVENS POSTMAN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

It is so much easier to type ahhh on a computer cause when i wrote the same thing to aleah on my cell I had to keep pressing the 'H' button.

I've been sitting here listening to that song OVER AND OVER! I cant wait to see Mozart!!!
So my life is boring and I'll write later!

Aww Jae and Vick (Haha vick was named by Junsu Oppa because it's a combo of Visual and Shock :D)

My Room

Living in my house in madness with my father. My mother gets it. That I’m different and that my room being full of stuff is just who I am. My dad thinks that having every inch of my room covered in pictures is overwhelming. He thinks that my dresser covered in stuff isn’t good. Having my room like that is sooo calming. The rest of the world expects me to be organized and together. In my room, my domain, I can just let everything out and it can be my place to be unorganized and free. I wish my dad could see that.

I wanna hug him and slap him at the same time

SM Entertainment CEO's Kim Young Min, who is involved in the ‘unfair contract’ dispute with his artistes, has recently announced a new contract policy, and that it will be put into action once it gets approved by the related authorities.SM Entertainment Representative, Kim Young Min, who attended the press conference which was held on the 2nd of November 2009 at 63 Tower, has expressed, “We would collect all comments from music and entertainment industries, related government departments, cultural and tourism board, fair trade departments, educational circles and legislative bodies, based on the law to adjudicate a new contract policy. After the approval from the respective authorities, we would then put it into action. Then follow it (new contract policy) enthusiastically.”Kim agreed, “If we are able to come out with a new exclusive contract policy based on the law, SM would like to re-contract with all current artistes based on it.”Kim also expressed, “Under the new exclusive contract, the moment it’s signed it would be protected till the contract ended, if not the current situation would repeat over and over again in the future.”“In order to prove that what have just I said is nothing but the truth, we would first like to take the advice from the impartial committee,” he said.But, everyone was not able to fully believe this announcement by SM Entertainment. Professor Lee from Korea Art University stated, “If SM do not wish to have what they have just said to turned into nothing, then they should assure them.” He continued, “Based on what SM have said, they do not wish to fully take on the advice from the impartial committee, but to forcefully come out with a new contract policy, which was questionable (their announcement).” Professor Lee ended, “If SM was really sincere about this, they should work on the new contract based on the advice and not vice versa, and then to get it approved by the representative authorities.”

Source: OhmyNews + OhMickyTranslation: sshutingg @ OneTVXQ.comCredits: OneTVXQ.com { One World. One Red Ocean. One TVXQ! }shared by:dbsknights

Update

SO it has been a long time since I posted. School does that to you.

So from that last post you can see that the world is coming to an end. I must have spent over an hour and a half crying over that. The next morning though i realized something: ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH!!! My husband doesn't have it tattooed to his chest for no reason! I perked right up and thought about how I need to be strong and I need to keep fighting!!!

SOOO THEN I fell in love with their song Trick. SOOO OLD!!! It was during their 'T' tour. The costumes, which I couldn't find a picture of so i'm kinda mad but the vid is at the bottom of this page, are sooo sexy!!! :D

SOOO THE CABIN WAS LAST WEEKEND!!!OMG SOOO COOOOOL!!!
So I took the coolest cousin in the entire world with me. ALEAH! Which btw aleah when you read this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6q8E6BSjNKE and this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DERs3xD5Qkw&NR=1 :D

Anyway the cabin. SO Aleah came over the night before in her snuggie thing that was sooo pimp!It was like a snuggie suit. (just so you know i've been watching YouTube at the same time i've been typing this so i've been on this page for like an hour) We chilled in my room and spazzed for a long time. THEN when we woke up my dad was still in KANSAS! So we packed up 2 cars and drove to the airport and got my dad. Then we went to my uncle brents house and picked up a trailer. We got on the road and Aleah and I both fell asleep. Around Mesquite we woke up and my dad was like "We've been on the road for an hour and have about 2 more hours left" Really it felt like 5 hours had passed. Aleah and I stuck a conversation about french fries. We finally got to the mountains and let me tell you SNOW IS COLD!!!

I asked my mom before we left "Hey is there going to be snow?" And she said "No." So you know what i wore in the car? Flats. With no traction at the bottom. As soon as I stepped out of the car, i was greeted by a cat first, then i almost fell. So then it was great because i couldnt walk outside i didn't have to haul things into the cabin. SO THEN it was mucho freo (is that how it's spelled?) So we only lit 2 of the 4 fires with the little wood we could chop with a broken ax. So Aleah and I snuggled on the couch with meh story and meh cell phone and watched vids to get rid of meh writers block. (BTW totes ended chapter 34 aleah!)

So that night it was even more cold and we had the coldest room in the whole cabin (which i was okay with cause not only was it the same room the boys stay in in my story but , and this is soo by chance, it was the same bed that Jae and Mickey slept in) but it was still really cold. Aleah was perfectly fine in her snuggie thing. I have been taught though that when you wear something simple like a night gown or a tank top and shorts your body heat doesnt try to warm up your clothes but the space around you. So i wore a nightgown and pj pants. I forgot socks though and was too cold and tired to get out of bed. So i just froze that night.

The next morning Aleah and I laid in bed for like half an hour after we woke up looking really scary. We were laughing soo hard. why IDK i think it had something to do with french fries.

Later that day aleah and I took my speakers and had the most epic dance party known to man! Then Bailey and her friend came out and didn't like the music we were playing and SOOO tried to change it. We took over though with a little purple line :D Then that night we had a dance party and i SOOOO scared my mom with my gangsta dance moves ;)

That night we told scary stories and I have a real bad problem with the paranormal. Like super bad. So i was almost crying cause we sat in the dark but the moon was full so it was soo bright outside that it was eerie and all i saw in my head was some psychopath throwing himself against the window and trying to get in. It was soo scary!!! Aleah and I got in bed and listened to my iPod (TVXQ!) and wouldn't stop laughing cause we were hugging each other and talking about french fries.

On Sunday we went for a ride up the mountain. Larson took me on the second best four wheeler. We went so fast! The snow had melted that it was all mud. So the mud flew up into my eyes and got stuck in my hair. It was amazingly funn!

So now im sitting in my play room and this post has taken me three days to write. BLEH . . . :D

QUICK PICTURE OF MY HUBBY!

Aww this is from when he and Mickey were making Colors~Melody and Harmony~

D:

The possibility of Korea's top idol group TVXQ disbanding is increasing, after their agency sent an apparent ultimatum to three of the five-member boy band to return to the agency.
Speaking at a press conference on Monday, SM Entertainment chief Kim Young-min accused the three members -- Xiah, Hero, and Micky -- of having sued against the company out of greed to make more money.
Kim was speaking about the ongoing legal battle between the three members and the company. The three band members claim the contract signed between TVXQ and the management agency is unfair.
Last month, a lower court sided with the three and ruled that parts of the contract should be invalidated, paving the way for them to resume individual music and advertisement careers.
The agency vowed to bring the case to a higher court, saying the three must follow the contract as long as they continue to be part of TVXQ, and should get paid according to the current contract.
The other two members -- U-know and Max -- rendered their support for the management agency's claim, expressing hope that the other three would return quickly.
In their statement, the two stressed that all members have worked under the same contract with SM Entertainment for the past five years.
"We believe that TVXQ would not have been in existence without SM Entertainment, which created the group. We are also not willing to resume our career as TVXQ without our current agency," the statement said.
In a related movement, SM Entertainment chief Kim made it clear that although the court granted freedom to the three members to pursue individual activities, they are allowed to work as TVXQ only under SM.
The company demanded that the three members reply to its request to return to the agency by Nov. 12.
But it is widely viewed that the three are unlikely to continue to work with the management agency due to deep distrust between the two sides.

CHANGMIN AND YUNHO JOIN THE FIGHT! IF YOU DO YOU ALL MIGHT WIN!!! I WANT YOU GUYS TO STAY TOGETHER AND CONTINUE TO MAKE MUSIC THAT MELTS MY HEART!!!!
Saranghaeyo Oppa's.
JaeJoong, Hwaiting
Yoochun, Hwaiting
Junsu, Hwaiting!

Name Change

Don't eorry about it. Just felt like something new :D

What is This Post Even About?!?!?!?

So just like the title says I have no clue why the heck I'm typing this. I was just on the Internet while we watched the proposal, which is such a legit movie, and I opened a new post page and was like "Hmmm I wanna write something but I don't know what." Thus this baby was born.
So I'm totes writing meh story and I am SOOOO FRICKEN STUCK RIGHT NOW!!!!!! I have all of teh boys at the cabin my family goes to every year. I needed a way to get through Christmas so I was like "wellllll" and then Aleah gave me a great idea for the cabin so it was like okay. Now that they're there I don't know what to do. I need them to get back to Korea so they can go on "Come to Play" (Legit T.V show that is totes hilarious) and then they're getting married in Korea. But the thing that I tell Aleah the most is "I DON'T KNOW HOW TO GET FROM POINT A (The Cabin) TO POINT B (Korea).
And I get to go to Lissette's quinceanera. I can't wait cause I totes got a new dress that looks sooo great on me!
I've lost around 20 lbs from being on nutrisystem and I've totes gone down 2 pant sizes. WOOT!
. . . . I'm telling you this is just the most random post EVER! THE PROPOSAL IS SOOOO CUTE!!

Mother I Lied

So in my last post I said that I wanted that HUGE DBSK package with a billion DVD's and a poster and stuff. Then I was thinking about it last night. That thing is $70 and that is a lot of money. At first I thought "Well last year they spent $50 on just two DVD's (OHSHC)" But this isn't last year and then I remembered "Hey they just spent $300 for you to get more nutrisystem and they're spending $200 a month for your voice lessons"
So mom when you read this (cause i know you read my blog) would I like the big DVD thing. yes. Do I want you to get it for me? NO! Don't even think about it. If you get it for me I will feel soooo bad about it!!! So do I want the socks? YES! Those are totes cute and alot less expensive.

Birthday Present

So I totes showed these socks to my mother the other day

I think they are the cutest socks EVER!!!

So my mom was like "What do you want for your birthday?"

B: Well i want these socks but your going to think I'm obsessive

M: Well ya

B: So I don't know what I want

M: Come on your going to be 15

B: I know. I for serious want these socks

M: Well let me see them

B: *Shows her picture*

M: really?

B: ya. . . .

Then I called Aleah and was like "We could so just turn these socks upside down and mop the floor with Changmin's FACE! Cause changminnie is the devil"

SO FUNNY! But really Mom cause I know your reading this

http://cgi.ebay.com/Dong-Bang-Shin-Ki-TVXQ-Socks-5pair_W0QQitemZ150378754184QQcmdZViewItemQQptZLH_DefaultDomain_0?hash=item230345b088

Those are the socks

And I know that this is ALOT of money but if you look at whats in there it's actually a GOOD DEAL!

http://www.yesasia.com/us/dong-bang-shin-ki-all-about-dong-bang-shin-ki-season-3-6dvd-photobook/1020608770-0-0-0-en/info.html

LOVE YOU!!! and if you get me the DVD thing then I dont want ANYTHING for Christmas. :D

AWESOMEST BIRTHDAY PRESENT TO DATE!!

OMFRICKENGEEEEE!!!!! SO IM WRITING THIS IN ALL CAPS CAUSE IM SOOO HAPPY!!!
I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS MOVIE 'HEAVEN'S POSTMAN' TO COME OUT AND IT'S AIRING DATE IS ON MY BIRTHDAY!!!! HOW AWESOME IS THAT?!?!?! I THINK THAT THE ONLY THING THAT WOULD BE BETTER WOULD BE IF MY YOUNGWOONGIE JAEJOONGIE SHOWED UP AT MY HOUSE PERSONALLY TO WATCH THE MOVIE WITH ME THEN MARRY ME AND BE WITH ME FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Blog Making

I totes have not made a blog in a loooong time! I just made my cousin one and it was so hard to remember all the stuff i did to mine. I had to remember websites and codes . . . it was draining. I don't know if she'll like it though. . . .

Aleah

ALEAH!!! GET A BLOGGER!!!!

First of all my sweet enchanting American i can't update seeing as I don't have the first notebook with the story in it.

Second of all (does that sound right?) I'll add your picture when you are introduced in the story. It will show up on the post first then I will add it the side

Babe~ really~

Sweet Joongie~~~~~
ANOTHER TATTOOO?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Really?~?~~?~?~?~?~?~?!?!?!?!?!?!!?
I love you babe but ARE YOU SERIOUS?!

BLEH

So I haven't posted in FOR FRICKEN EVER!!!! Soooo I shall update everyone on whats been happening in my life.

For starters ushering for theatre productions is a PAIN IN THE BUTT!!! Like I don't mind the dress shirts and ties but the job I was given was the hardest last night. I've ushered twice and each time I had the same job, to greet people and tell them that they can't sit in a certain spot. So the first night was totally easy because the girl who was doing the job with me was totes cool. Then last night, for those of you who know Christain the theatre major, he was my partner. So he acts really weird around me so that just creeps me out, but then he wouldn't stop trying to talk to me about how the way I greet people is too formal. I would say "Good Evening," or "Enjoy the Show" Where as he would say "Hi" or "Hey" to anyone who walked through the door. Then the seats were all full except for some single seats and the ones I was supposed to be guarding. Jazz and Jeremy weren't anywhere in sight so I couldn't open the seats and people were getting pissed at me and UGH it was horrible.

Oh and the kid who wears the lab coat, I DISCOVERED HIS NAME (Thanks Mary!!!) Dylan is his name and apparently he doesn't like me but he still acts like a total creeper to me and only me.

I have been talking to my cousin Aleah alot lately cause she totes ( i got that word from her) loves DBSK the same way I do so we always talk about how we are going to move to Korea together and when one of us meets our husband (mine being JaeJoong and hers being Xiah) we have to introduce the other girl to her husband. I totes think her and Xiah are like meant to be but she thinks other wise. She also loves the fact that her hubby is so Innocent and pure (cause Xiah doesn't drink and never smoked, he has his first kiss at age 20, he only has 1 earring and no tattoos and is a nice christian boy where was my husband used to smoke, drinks alot, had his first kiss in the 6th grade, has 11 body piercings has 2 tattoos and is an atheist.) So I think they will meet up somehow cause they are perfect for each other.

I got to page 155 on my new DBSK story which is a new personal record for me! Mr. Matulat thinks I should type it up but I've tried that. . . . I really cant type that fast, typing this has taken about 10 minutes so far. . . . So if any of my friends want to type it I might just let them IF VANEZZA EVER GIVES ME BACK THE FIRST PART!!!

So my family and I are going up to the cabin on Nevada Day for Halloween, and I'm taking Aleah! Going to be TOTES awesome. . .

Oh so you all know the song "I like big butts" well Aleah came up with a new version
" I like Korean boys and I can not lie, you other Asians can't deny, when a boy walks in with a mic in his hand and a smile on his face you get a date, yes this is fate, wait he's going on tour, I hate Chinese whores, so Chinese what, Japanese what, we don't like your singing, cause Koreans are hot and you are not so bring on DBSK HUH!"

The whole Chinese whore thing came from when DBSK went to Shanghai and Xiah performed "Xiahtic" there was this chick that was hired to dance with (more like on when you watch the video) with Xiah. So Aleah is set on that she wasn't hired because Xiah wouldn't do that, that the girl is some Chinese fan who jumped on stage. What an insane cousin I have.


So I auditioned for West Side Story and Antigone at my school. I signed up to be in the second group because the first group was full of the seniors who are always lead roles (Cody Canyon, Drew Lynch) But then some people didn't show for group 1 so they put me in there. So I was the only freshman in a group of juniors and seniors. Lucky for me only 2 other girls sang " A Boy Like That" 1 was flat and the other forgot the words. They cut me off ( because of time ) before the note at the end that I sound really horrible at hitting (the "Very smart Maria Very Smart!! " part) So i thought , I should at least get a call back for this. Then in Antigone I got on stage and was like "Hi my name is Brooke and my number is 17 .. . . . . . (pause that seemed forever long because i FORGOT MY MONOLOGUE) . . . . " then I remembered it and went on with out messing up the words. So I was like "okay no call back for that" Well I didn't get a call back PERIOD! Not even for west side!!!! Lets just say I went home early that day.

Ya so this is totes whats happened between the last time I blogged and now soooo ya.

OH WAIT! I almost had a heart attack today! I was watching The Star Show on YouTube and they had JaeJoong Oppa say a message to his future wife (so of course I was listening) He said "Baby, Baby when we get married I'll never sleep outside. Among the three meals a day I will cook one for you. I have the confidence of being a husband who does not have a pot-belly. I'll be good to you, so please give birth to pretty children."

I was like O_O then it was like x3!!!!!! I smiled like an idiot for the next hour after that.

Ya so NOW this is whats happened since the last time I blogged.

Second Best Day EVER!

So today I went and saw FAME! It totally made me proud to go to LVA!! When it was over I was like "REMEMBER MY NAME!!" Ya it was like that.
Then my mom tells me I'm getting Yogels which is like YUM!!
Then i find that TVXQ! is having a movie done in theatres and I'm totes going to watch it on YouTube.
THEN my dad that there is a DVD he got of some of his employees GHOST HUNTING!!!!!
WOOT!!!!

Creeper

So there is this kid in my math class who wears a lab coat to school EVERY DAY!!! I don't even know his name!! Mr. Cohen calls him Rich and I have no clue why!!! But i think he likes me, So does Matt and Carolyn.
So it all started with the stare. We all do it . You know the nonchalant looking at the person we think is cute. But this isn't nonchalant and it isn't looking. ITS FRIGGEN NONSTOP STARING!!!
Then randomly he comes up to me before class and says "If you get bored look around the class and think of what peoples names and animal would be. Like you look like a Megan and a Dolphin." I find that really creepy! Then Matt was like, "She doesn't even look like someone who would be named Megan and she looks like a fox more than a dolphin." So "Rich" or whatever his name is goes and sits down.
That same day Mr.Cohen says "hey don't get so excited" when we started laughing with him over something he said so Jessi and I were like "Straight faces guys." So like everyday he looks at me and says "Straight face."
Same day as the last two, I was humming the Jeopardy theme then like three seconds later he starts to hum the same song starting from where I left off.
Today Carolyn passes me a note that says, "That kid keeps staring at you. I think he likes you" and I don't want to be rude to him but its creeping me out!!! So Carolyn was like " You should ask to take his coat home and not bring it back saying 'Oh I sleep with it'" I thought that was really funny though.

Death Trap

So I have to see a play every quarter for Theatre 1. So because it is first quarter there isn't alot out, so we went to one of my old theatres, Las Vegas Little Theatre. I was in a summer production there of Beauty is a Beast. The play tonight though was vulgar to say the least.

So the play is about a playwright who reads a play that one of his fans wrote called "Death Trap."
The playwright, Sidney, and his wife, Myra, talk about killing him to take his play. The wife was joking Sidney was not. So when the young writer shows up (Clifford who btw is REALLY hot) He does get killed by Sidney and is buried in the back yard. Well while the wife is flipping out about her husband killing a person, Clifford comes back in the room and beats Sidney while the wife has a heart attack from the scare. Well Sidney didn't die but instead goes over to Clifford and KISSES HIM to celebrate that his wife is now dead.

So when that happened I was like O_O!!!!! Then they kisses like three more times then it went to intermission. So I was like "lets leave" and we did.

UGH I can't believe that I spent $19 to go see that.

Dont Ask

I heard this then changed the words and I need to put it somwhere cause it just sits on my phone so just ignore this post

We are the ones, We're one in a million we're worth all the crap that we're putting you through. We'll be fine. We are the future, so like it or love it, or leave it.

Found Them!!!

So you know how I said that JaeJoong Oppa has 11 body piercings

I FOUND THEM!!!

he have 4 on his left ear..5 on his right...1 on his belly button..1 one his nipples. (ewwie nipple piercing!) But that nasty last one is gone. He has to get rid of it during the mirotic album because he had to dance in a jacket and no shirt. . . . :D

So ya Brooke wins!!!

I Don't Know Why

I'm really sure why I'm blogging but I miss being able to post five or six times a day. So I thought hey its Wednesdays post something! . . . . . . .Tonight is SYTYCD and Glee. I'm uber excited for both (and when trying to type excited just now i hit the shift button about 6 times before i actually hit the 'X') We started watching Les Miserables today in Theatre and Mr. Edwards gave me dirty looks when I mouthed the words to all the songs. Well not glare but it was like :/ just with squinty eyes. My madre isn't feeling well and i feel sorry cause i feel like there is nothing i can do (and i know when she reads this she is going to read that last sentence and think 'you could clean' and then she is going to read this so HI MOM leave me a comment on the bottom of my page!!) back to what i was blogging. So i am like tired all the time! I remember there were days in middle school when i wasn't tired but now its like EVERYDAY!! By 7th or 8th period I'm like falling asleep in class. Not really but its those moments when your head like falling and it snaps right back up. ya i was having one of those in Spanish today. I love that on even days i go from my English class to Spanish class. Mucho funny. My parents laugh because i speak in Spanish alot. Not like fluent or even coherent messages i just say random crap in Spanish. Like when i say good night to my parents i would say "Buenos Nachos" because in Spanish good night is "Buenos Noches" but now I'm saying it right. And randomly when leaving some classes i say "Hasta Luego" to friends and teachers. Its is really fun! Wow i cant believe that this blog is so long. I feel like I'm doing an observation for theatre where we are given a topic and just write about what comes to mind. Ya that's what this feels like.

The Best Day Ever!!!

So I think that today is the best day ever. I don't care if it is September 11th TODAY IS THE BEST FRICKEN DAY EVER!!!! So it started this morning. I woke up and NONE of the computers were on which bummed me out but now that i think about it maybe it was a sign. So for like the last week i have been praying (isn't that new) and I have been asking for help is TVXQ. I know that I'm obsessed with them so i have been asking for help to know if I'm supposed to like them this much and if not then to help me to ease my way out of this obsession so this morning i was on the PS3's Internet and i was on YouTube and JaeJoong oppa and Yoochun Oppa's new song "Colors~Melody and Harmony~" with English subs was in my favorites which is weird cause i never favorited it. So i was like "okayy." So i listened to it and the first lines are

Right now, somewhere, someone is in pain, all alone

Passing through a sleepless night

Until the light shines on your heart

Let's nestle close together, so that we could sleep

Like a melody and harmony in love

Yup. So then i was like you know what this is a sign to AKTF!!!! (Always Keep The Faith)(Isn't this cute?! I designed it myself. See the 'A' 'K' 'T' 'F'?)

So then I got to school and Mr. Edwards praised me on my pantomime. And i was the only one to get praised so WOOT! Then he told me good job on turning in my play report early.

In dance P.E we did yoga (which is like my favorite thing in the entire world) and it was SOOOOOOOOOOO relaxing.

Then for Seminary i was one of the 5 people to get all the scripture mastery's right and there is a candy bar with my name on it!!!

In health Matt and I talked the entire time. Matt Fowler is the funniest guy ever!! He is a Japanese major and is like "Sailor Moon is my guilty pleasure"

Then in math I got a 100% on a pop quiz.

Then if life couldn't get any better I open up TVXQsoul.com and the first thing that pops up is that a verdict is on the way for the lawsuit that JaeJoong Yoochun and Junsu are in against SM.

Today has been the best day ever. The only way it could get better would be if Jae suddenly showed up at my door.

Heaven's Postman

So my favorite person in the entire world is now in a film that will be coming out next month and I can not wait to see it!!! It's called Heaven's Postman (hence the title of this entry)

That is the promo poster and here is the trailer

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3HyH2bXY1LU&feature=related

It looks like crap no matter where you go or what video you look at.

Anyway when the chick in the poster started screaming "Why did you die?!" i thought she was talking about the guy who was talking about his father in like the middle of the vid. NOPE she was talking about my baby dieing. HOW SAD I cried (go figure). Then when Jae was in black and all the angels were walking to heaven and that couple hugged and Jae smiled all cute like I CRIED (I'm an emotional wreck lately. Don't tell my parents lol)

So ya i cant wait to watch this movie and i have it written everywhere on my calender. I just need like a set date now instead of just October lol.

No Time in the Day for Blog

I love that in all the blogs that I follow none of us have updated since like the week school started. Where do the hours in the day go?! I think the cookie monster eats them but that's just my personal opinion. I wish that school wasn't as long. Make it like elem. school. It starts at 9 and ends at 3. I like that better than 7 to 2! That is a pain!!!!! Oh well. Maybe sometime in the near future I will get more than 6 hours of sleep.

School

I should have written about this yesterday.. . . .


ANYWAY! So Mr.Troche is the COOLEST TEACHER EVER!!! I wish i had him. . . . . :D Tacos and hobos good times! So my theatre class is the coolest thing ever!! So for you other majors and people at other schools SORRY my class is BOMB! Mr. Edwards is super funny. I was all happy and perky the first day and he was like "Calm down" and i got all worried that i had done something wrong and he was like "Just kidding" and then i calmed down. Then today i asked him what his favorite musical or play was and he said Les Miserables which happens to be my favorite musical of ALL FRICKEN TIME!! So he is now my favorite teacher. But then i signed up to audition for "I never saw another butterfly" and its about the Holocaust. So i was like YA!!! It needs a younger cast. So younger cast means younger students I.E me! lol then i love my Spanish class, not the actual class, just my class mates. There is this junior named Micheal and he is the funniest thing ever!! He just talks non stop. its great. I ate lunch at the church and that was good cause it has an A/C and a microwave. So can you say HOT POCKETS! Neither can I. Diet remember lol ;D I love school and i cant wait to go back tomorrow.

Reunion

Wow I feel as though I haven't done this in a LOOOOONNNNNGGGG time. Even though it's been a week.

So this weekend was my family reunion in the mountains above Paraguna, Utah. We stay in this cabin called "Little Creek Cabin"

Cute isn't it :D

So because my parents were out of town all week my grandpa drove us for the 4 hour drive. My grandpa is OLD as in born in the 1930's WOW! So all he wanted to do was talk about how he grew up in the mountains and how he bathed 1 time a week. All i wanted to do was listen to DBSK on my iPod and sleep. So when i put in 1 headphone my gramps was all "what you listening to?" and i was all "Korean Music" So then he went off on how 2 of my cousins have been to Korea. Finally we made it to the cabin. After some talking to my uncle brent and my aunt becky, we traded rooms with them so we had a room upstairs and they had a room downstairs. So it was Thursday when we got there and the only other people there were my Anut Melodie and Uncle (little) Brent and their family, The Gossard family and the Frogly family (Becky and Brent). I really dont like any of their kids except Caden Gossard. That kid is a RIOT!

By like midnight all the teenagers were still up and playing poker when the front door opened and in walked Aleah. (she is like my favorite cousin of all fricken time) I stood up and ran to her and hugged her. She was all "nice welcoming comity" Aleah is a year younger than me. We went to bed after we helped them unpack.

The next day I was sitting on the back balcony writing my DBSK story (i didnt tell ppl that. PEOPLE I AM WRITING A DBSK STORY!) and Aleah walks up behind me and takes the story from my hand. She reads the intro and is like "this is good" then she turns to Chapter 7 and tries to start reading from there. In my story thought I use every ones actual names insted of their stage names so she read a line that was like, "Junsu, Changmin, and JaeJoong were all sitting on the couch watching soccer." She turned to me and was like "who the heck are these people?!" So i whipped out my phone and was like "THESE HOTTIES!" She saw Xiah Junsu and was like "ohhh he is HAWT" SO then i got Aleah obsessed with DBSK and now i feel bad because it is hard being one of their fans if you live in the US.

On Saturday Caden was setting up the horses to ride and saddled up the wrong horse. So he went to the top of the hill and we're all watching him when suddenly the horse stands on it's back legs then takes off running at top speed. So we see his hat fly off and we're like "oh crap." so we all run after him but the horse ran off to the gun range. As we were running we see the horse come back without Caden. The older men ran and found him on the ground. So he went to the hospital and now he cant run cross country. But he was really funny on his pain meds. He said "i dont know" alot and shrugged his shoulders. He would just sit there and press his lips in a hard line and do nothing.

I love going there and I cant wait until October when i get to go up there to just chill with my parents and sisters. Maybe even a few friends :D

"MARRY ME NOW!!"

Okay so I'm on one of my favorite sites TVXQsoul.com and they have Bio's of all the members. So I open up JaeJoong Oppa's and this is what it said (straight from the site)




Kim Jae Joong
Bio:Jae Joong is the oldest member of the group, Tong Vfang Xien Qi. He was the third to be added to the group. Jae Joong was selected out of a contest of 5,000 people as the “best voice” and “best face”. He trained with SM Academy 3 years before debuting with the group. The stage name he uses was told to him by a fortune teller. “Youngwoong” was the name that means Hero in Korean. He also picked the name Hero because he wanted to be the “Hero” of the music industry.
StatsStage Name: YoungWoong Jae Joong (Hero)

Real Name: Kim Jae Joong

Birthday: January 26, 1986

Birthplace: Chungnam

Religion: Atheist

Position: Main vocals

Blood Type: O
Random Facts:

-Loves to cook

-Has 8 sisters

-Has 11 piercings

-Has a matching tattoo (TVXQsoul) with Yoochun

-Wanted to be a grocery store owner, so that he can eat all the cookies

-Likes a girl with pretty hands and feet

-First kiss in the 6th grade

-Believes he will marry a fan

-Wants 2 daughters



So I read the last 2 and I screamed out "MARRY ME NOW!!"

I'm a fan, I've always wanted 2 daughters, I love his tattoos, I would love to see all those piercings, I come from a big family so 8 sisters BRING IT! and if he gets all all fat from eating those cookies I will not love him anyless. It was just funny cause I screamed that out and my sister was like BROOKE HE IS 8 YEARS OLDER THAN YOU ITS ILLEGAL!!!! hahahahahaha! Love Him!!!! <3

JaeJoong Oppa's Letter

“Words” - A letter Jaejoong wrote for the members. “You are my tattoo” is a letter Jaejoong wrote for the members during their fourth album.

Note: This is not a new one but during the Mirotic Period. It has been rather low profile and was only released recently.
Jaejoong say:

To: YoochunYoochun, you don’t say much usually but writing this down using these kind of words make me a little embarrassed. I know you have been very tired recently, worried and forcing a smile out - I feel sorry. We are always together and the other members are unable to see your sadness but the hard words have to be said out. If you’re tired, tell me, I will help you. I will also listen to all your troubles because I am always by your side. You can tell me anything and everything - the soul of my life. Yoochun, I love you.

To: JunsuMy cute Junsu. Because of you, we are DBSK; Junsu, the sound of DBSK. Kim Junsu, hyung really thinks you’re important, do you know? I have never forced you to do anything and you have always treatedd me seriously. Sorry, but I love you, my cute little brother, Junsu. Thank you, and sorry, as comapred to many others, hyung really understand your past, and wants to help you and that is why please continue working hard! I love you, Junsu!

To: ChangminOur small and cute cat, we haven’t been making you do the cooking recently, sorry. Because of you, we have almost become closer, frustrating. However, we totally understand it is due to your fatigue and your lost energy when you occasionally tease us and command us to do stuff. We are all almost crazy.. haha.. always with a good heart and full of innocence, Changmin. You must continue working hard next time. We are always protecting you, if you’re tired, you must say it and we will help you. Forever the youngest, I love you.

To: YunhoJung yunho, Yunho, Yunho, our leader, Yunho. Are you tired recently? My, Yun, Ho, the reason he became the leader is because he has to tolerate all the hardships. Whenever I see your fatigue body, I think that way. I want to help shoulder some burden but am always unable to.. I know when we received the award, the other members were crying but you were holding it in and only hid in the toilet and cry when we reached home. Therefore, thank you for your letter but what was the content in the letter? “Sleep earlier, if you don’t sleep I will kill you..” Yunho, there would not be me if not for you. My other half, Yunho, I love you.





Can I just say me being my emotional self I started crying when Oppa put "Junsu. Because of you, we are DBSK" WOAH IT WAS EMOTIONAL MOMENT FOR ME!

The Boys

Yes it is time once again to have a wonderful blog post about the most important men in my life

DBSK!!!

So recently JaeJoong, Yoochun, and Junsu filed a lawsuit against SM Entertainment. It was something about their contract so when fans found out (including me) we all flipped out thinking that they were going to break up as a group. HAHA NO! They came out with a new saying. The old one was "DBSK FIGHTING!" That was their saying from the start. The new one however, holds more to the time Right now. Its "Always Keep The Faith" and when I heard that I broke down in tears. It became a song (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eSFZX8tg21M) and it was very touching.

Now, my favorite member is Hero JaeJoong. And I remember the day I found out he had a tattoo on his back. I was watching this (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mKzxwd9XCeM) It is a video of them performing "Wrong Number" and "Mirotic" live and at the end they turn around and pull their shirts down low enough to see their backs and I saw this tattoo on JaeJoong Oppa's back.

Isn't it cute?!?!?! :D So then I'm on my DBSK blog where I can get all this info on the boys and I see that Mickey got a tattoo that says Always Keep The Faith. And I thought "wow isn't he just amazing! That's sooo sweet that he would get that tattoo!" HAHAHA why did I think that one of the other members didn't get it? IDK! Then I found out like five minutes ago that JaeJoong Oppa has the same tattoo in the same place. Aww look at that tongue! Lol JK JK that is sooo an inside joke. Then i was watching their variety show today and it was like an hour and a half long totally awesome! ( if you cant tell i was really bored today). It started out with a cooking challenge. It was Mickey and Junsu against U-Know and Max. Hero (JaeJoong oppa's stage name) was the MC because he normally cooks at home so they said he couldn't play (RUDE!) The teams had to fight for the ingredients to make 2 completely different dishes. 1 dish was a Korean dish I'm not even going to try to put on here and the second dish was a sandwich. The first game they played was "Of Course." Its a bit like playing "Yo Mama" on MTV. Max won for his team. Needless to say it was funny to watch that part but the next part was the best. They did a "news cast" with all 5 of them as anchors and i really was on the floor crying! And that doesn't happen often. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNgO1w1o0gE

All i can say is JaeJoong Oppa came out in fat pants and he is the thinnest of all the boys. He was telling people how to lose weight. So he made Max and Junsu do this funny dance. Then Max was all "are we losing weight?" and Oppa was all "no but your losing your style!" It was funny. I really love these boys and cant wait until they come to America!

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH!

Papa James

So my grandfather (papa in the south) on my mothers side passed away today. My mom is from North Carolina so that's why he is called papa. Anyway, so my mother has to fly to his funeral tomorrow and it's kinda sad but my mother and her father weren't all that close. He left my mothers mom (Nana) when my mom was little like 5 i think so she never was that close. Even today while she was running around the house getting ready to leave she never cried. Its kinda sad to me that they weren't closer but that's just my opinion. I've seen this man no more than 5 times in my life so it really isn't that big of a deal to me. Like I'm going to miss him and for a while i was sad but it isn't like when my Uncle Barry died. I still cry about that it he died like 4 or 5 years ago. Anyway he was and is loved and will be missed.

TVXQ

Yes another post about the amazing boy band Tohoshinki.(otherwise knows as TVXQ, DBSK)

So I follow a blog of some girls (like 400 of them) who live all over Asia and know whats going on with TVXQ all the time. So there was a video aired in Japan about the success TVXQ has had in Japan. All I want to know is WHY THE HECK WONT THEY COME TO AMERICA?!?!?!?!?!!?! Then there was a post on how Changmin is signed up to be in a drama. Jae Joong and Yunho have also signed to be in dramas. WHAT IF THEY ALL BREAK APART AS A SINGING GROUP TO BECOME ACTORS?!?!?!?!!??!?! WILL I NEVER SEE MY BELOVED BOYS SING TO ME LIVE?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?! But I did see a video today where Jae Joong could move his shoulder blades and the host of the show was like "He has wings! He's an angel!!"

Ya I think so too :D

I Can't Believe It

So camp was this week. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA oh it was soooo great! So we get there on Tuesday and we find out that most of the stuff (ONLY IN MY TENT) got wet from the rain. So we had to air it all out. FUN! My stomach started to hurt and I really felt like I had to puke. So while everyone was working I got to lie down in the leader’s tent on their bed and sleep. TWAS GREAT! So then we went down to stake and we had an okay lunch. The leader in charge of food is very organic. We had certifications where we were taught how to do CPR and stuff like that. After all that boring stuff we went back up to camp and we played "Little Sally Walker." It's a game where one person is in the middle of a circle walking around while we sing then when we stopped the verse and went to the chorus that person would dance in front of someone and then they would switch places and the new person would do the same dance. That was very fun so then we had our skit. We all had to wear bonnets one day at camp so we played props (like from who's line is it anyway) with them and some of the girls aren’t very creative. We had dinner and it was yummy and if I could remember what it was I would tell you. That night our tent broke YAY! Not. This is how our tent went, it was a 6 man tent and it had a window down the middle. So it had 3 girls on 1 side 3 on the other. So when the tent broke the side that didn't have a door (my side) was where everyone had to go, but not all of us would fit. So 1 girl went to another tent with 4 other girls. The next girl slept with an YCL (youth camp leader) whose tent wasn't set up down where it was suppose to be. The 1 girl left was getting on EVERYONES nerves and had to stay on our side of the tent. That was bad. But we did manage to steal all the other camps flags so HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Then on Wednesday we had the trek. We all had to wear our long skirts and bonnets. Then we had to push and pull actual hand carts. These were our hand carts. Then around that part you would pull it with was a rope that was attached to another piece of wood. So we had 3 girls in the front, 3 behind them, and 3 pushing. So we had to pull it out of the camp and we were at our first stop. There they gave us babies (sacks of rice around 5 lbs), and names of actual pioneers. So the girls on my handcart didn’t shut up about how hard it was (mind you we had only gone like 1/5 of a mile) So I took charge and told everyone that the less we complain the faster we get done. Well the leaders (who can’t help us) thought it would be great if I "broke my leg." So they made me sit in the cart and I couldn't say anything. We got to our second stop and my leg was "healed." There a man told us of how he (the character he was playing who actually lived) came to find us and give us food. So we all got beef jerky. We kept going along the path until we rounded a corner and we see YCLs dresses as angels standing in front of a ditch and they tell us that our babies have died and we need to bury them. So me being emotional I started crying then we sang this song. It's called Come, Come, Ye Saints and this is the last verse, "And should we die before our journeys through, Happy day! All is well! We then are free from toil and sorrow, too; With the just, we shall dwell! But if our lives are spared again to see the saints their rest obtain, Oh, How we'll make this chorus swell, All is well, All is well." Holy crap I couldn't breathe. So we continued on our trek and we find that our water has been "poisoned." So now we have dumped all of our water just as we are about to go up the steepest hill of our hike (were about 3/4 of a mile through our 1 mile hike). So now 1 first year was crying and it was horrible. So then we sang a song to get us up the hill. Near the top there was a place to stop and get fresh water. There like 3 of the girls on my cart were in tears from being so tired and wouldn't stop bagging on the leaders for making us do this. So we stopped them and basically told them to grow a back bone. Just much nicer. We got to the top of the hill and there is a woman who waves us in and she calls forward her husband who is dressed as Brigham Young. He tells us that he is thankful that we went 2,400 miles to get here. (The pioneers who we were representing went that long we only went 1 mile. It was like "you think you're tired when you only did that 1 mile when these people who actually had to go through their children dieing and their water being poisoned and being without water for days at a time did this for 2,400 miles?!" sort of thing" then the woman who brought us in came up to us individually and told us what happened to each of the pioneers we were representing. She didn't say mine but one of my leaders lost an eye, and another lost her child. It was very moving. Then right before we left I was walking by myself and I heard "good job" like in my head. It wasn't my voice either. I think it was Lucy (my pioneer) but that’s just me. Then nothing much happened that night. The next day though . . . . . . Oh it was great. Around 12:00 pm it started to rain so much that there was a river going down the mountain and where there were bridges over small streams there was still a bridge, it was just about 4 or 5 inches under water. So like everyone is crying saying that they are scared or cold. And everyone is screaming. Eventually we (meaning my leader who was an actress and can sing and myself) sang at the top of our lungs while everyone else used their quiet voices to sing. This way the leaders could get head counts to the men who were staying up there. They put a movie in the projector and we watched it while the leaders talked. They finally said that we were going to evacuate the camp. We were only to bring with us what we could carry. So we ran up to camp and packed all of our stuff into 1 tent. By now we stink and we are soaked. Then we had to pile into a car. My dad was one of the men up at camp watching over us and I got to ride home with him.
Today though we went back up to camp (just the men and then Bailey and myself) to pack up tents and what not to bring back to Vegas. When we got up there mostly everything was dry. If we would've had dry tents and dry clothes we could've stayed. It was quite the experience.
Anyway next week is LVA camp so I must stop typing and wash my clothes that stink to high heaven.
<3

I Can See It Now

So on Saturday the girls and I went up to the camp to set up tents and what not. It was great!! Here is MY picture of camp

Yup that basically it. So I'm staying at camp 11. The hike up the hill is horrible cause it's very steep. But there is no one staying at camp 10 so that little dot next to my camp is a Porto-Potty, and we'll be the only ones using it. So it wont smell that bad!! WOOT! So yesterday we got up there at like 12:00. It was about 105 in the valley and about 65 in the mountains. Felt great. So we set up our tent and its going to hold 6 girls. The tent is a 10 man tent and is split down the middle. And 3 of the girls I'm tenting with can be a little annoying and the other 2 I'm okay with. So Madi and Ali are staying with me on one side and Jessica, Sydney, and Kendall will be staying on the other side. They are all good friends and don't like us so this is a good grouping. Then we thought that we would have to eat out of mess kits. Our camp leader, Sister Smith, bought us plates and knives and forks and good cups and everything it was great! Then as we were setting up the supply tent it started to HAIL!!! It hurt and we were screaming and trying to set up the tent at the same time so my dad was all "GIRLS GET UNDER THE CANOPY" So we did but we realized that one of the doors on our tent wasn't closing right so we sat there in the rain trying to close the door. The rain stopped before it closed so we were drenched! Then we went over to camp 10 because that was my first camp site. There was this sheep there. Like a wooden sheep hanging from a tree. It had the word EWE on the back so we called it Ewe (ewey). Then the other ward that is staying at our site stole Ewe from our tent and put it in their tent. After all of that we went to In-N-Out and there were these REALLY hot guys there. Its too bad we looked like crap from being the the mountains. Over all I think camp is going to be great this year!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!

OMFRIGGENG!!!!!
Okay so someone prank called me so me being me i called them back. They were all "hey Harvey!" (who names their child harvey anymore?!) So I was all "Call me again and I'll call the cops"
So guess who calls me?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!
KLINT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He was all "Hey Harvey. *Laugh* sorry Brooke my friends wanted someone to prank call. I knew you'd be a challenge *laugh*"
"Thanks *laugh*"
"So why don't you ever call me anymore?"
(b=me K=Klint)
B-because I have a life im sorry
K-oh and I don't
B-IDK I never see you anymore
K-oh
B-yep
K-I'll call you tomorrow
B-I'll be waiting
K-Or you could call me it would make me feel special
B-You are special
K-Luff you *laugh*
B-Love you too Klint *laugh*
K-Bye Brooke
B-Bye Klint
IT WAS AWESOME!!!!! I jumped and screamed and was all SQUEEEE!



yup

My Friend

I don't know what to do. There is this friend I have. If you went to school with me you know her. Lets call her . . . . . . Cindy (not even close to her name). So we were really good friends but I wouldn't call us best friends. So on Tuesday I went to a party and she was there. She was fun to hang around for the first like hour. The party it self was horrible. There were like 40 kids under the age of 15 running around this beautiful house and the only adult was the hosts mom (who is in a wheel chair) and she really wasn't doing much about anything. So when kids started jumping of the top of the stairs onto a mattress "Cindy" said she wanted to. So I said "okay but when you break your neck I will say I told you so." Cindy then picked up her studded flip-flop and hit me repeatedly on both arms before commencing to jump off the stairs. Then she was all lets sit on the couch. So I sat on the corner and there was room on the other side of me to sit. NOPE! She shoved me over and sat where I was sitting, then proceeded to put her legs on me. She is kinda short so her feet were like right in my face. EW! She was all "lets go to my house" The one time I went to her house all the adults were smoking and drinking, one of which offered me a drink. So there was no way I wanted to go back there. The party still had 2 hours left though. So I tried everything I could think of:

• I'm tired
• Have stuff to do tomorrow
• My head hurts
• Not feeling well
• I even used cramps

All of these were lies but she some how had a way to fix all of them. So as she went to jump off the stairs again I texted my dad and said "Pick me up NOW." The party was being held like a 5 minute drive from my grandparents house. So he was there like SUPER fast. Cindy was like "lets hang out on Thursday. So all day she has been calling me and texting me. I've ignored her every time. But how do I say to her nicely that I don't want to be friends with someone who hits me, and where I don't want to hang out with her because of the way she acts. I don't want to blow up on her or anyone else again. I just need some help dear readers of mine. so

HELP!!!

Solutions

So my cousin Adrianna recently was EXTREMELY THIN! So we were all "what did you do" i felt like I was watching an infomercial. She was all " I did Nutrisystem" in that like fake sing song voice. But totally true. So recently we were looking over everything that the plan offered. It sounded really good. But some of the food was weird. We would order from Costco because it costs about $30 less. The downside is I cant choose my food. Here is some of the things they might send me

http://www.costco.com/images/Content/MISC/PDF/358760.pdf

Yup that split pea soup sounds so yummy *barf*
Anyway i think it will work so I'm going to start right after camp is over. By January i should loose about 30 to 40 lbs at least that's what Adrianna tells me :D

Girls Camp

It's that time of year again folks! Yup, it's Stake Girls Camp. Let me catch you up on this.

Every year during the summer the Stake Young Women's (so all the girls that came to youth conference) go up to Camp Stimpson in Mt Charleston A week of about 120 teenage girls and about 36 women over the age of 25 to about 50. It's a real hoot.

So this is my third year going and I must say that as much as I love going to girls camp some of the girls there drive me up the wall!!

My first year was really good. I was Chubby Bunny. If you don't know what that game is, its where you take a bug marshmallow and you put it in your mouth and try to say "chubby bunny". You keep adding marshmallows and trying to say chubby bunny until you puke, swallow them, or spit them out. So i was at 21 marshmallows and i was up against this 4th year. So Kristi is yelling at me and i shove the 22 marshmallow in my mouth at the same time this other girl does and she just chucks them all over the place. Mind you we are standing on a huge piece of plywood in front of some bricks that are placed in the ground. So lets just say we had to get some new plywood. But our camp leader was all rude to us. The YCL's (youth camp leaders) had been stealing girls stuff and making them dance for it at opening and closing flag. So we had left like our journals and mirrors and Becca (my sister) left her medicine out in her chair. (she had a fever blister and was trying to get rid of it) So when we came back from opening flag and all of our stuff was gone we just hightailed it down to the YCL's camp and started asking for our stuff. When they said they didn't have it we just thought okay we'll just get it back at closing. So when we didn't get it back we went up to camp almost in tears. Then our camp leader came out of her tent and said "Who wants their stuff back" in like a sing-song voice. I wanted to claw her eyes out! She wasn't called for our camp leader next year.

So my second year was worse. I hate my young women's leader. Okay not hate but she gets on my nerves and she was pregnant last year for camp and we shared a camp with 2 other wards. THERE ARE 12 CAMP SITES AND WE HAD TO SHARE OURS! So there was 36 girls in 1 camp site. So the second day we were there we had a hike. The worst hike of my life. It was up a mountain for like 5 miles or something. It was 100 degrees outside, and were not allowed to wear shorts only pants. So they kept saying, "there's a waterfall at the end!" I was like okay its worth it then. Want to see the waterfall? the water was warm and it was like 7 drops like every 10 seconds. Horrible. They made up lunches before and they were all soggy from our water bottles. Not worth it. And then the leader i hate comes up to me and says Caitlin is homesick.

What would you like me to do about it?! So that night she made me give up my nice air mattress and mummy sleeping bag (which is like the best you can get cause you you tighten it around your neck then wear a binnie so your head stays warm) on the good side of the tent up against the mountain, for her small thin sleeping bag on the floor (not even a bed mat) on the bad side of the slope of the mountain. The next day she didn't feel any better. They expect us to babysit this girl who doesn't want to be there and she flat out said that to everyone. Then the last day came. It was great i was finally leaving camp. to get down to where all the cars are parked is like a 20 minute walk downhill and about a 5 minute drive. So one of the other wards leader said "all the girls have to walk down the hill and the leaders will take the 2 cars." So we have to hike up the hill to go down the hill. So were like half a mile down the hill when the leaders drive up to us and say "WALK FASTER!" and drive away. So a truck was coming and it had some steps on the outside and the tail gate was up. So we asked if we could hang onto the car as it drove down. So about five minutes later we pull into the lot and the leaders yell at us for bothering these people. Worst year ever.

So Camp is next week and I'm excited because my whole family is going. Cancer free dad and camp hating mother Included. My friend's mom is camp leader this year and her husband owns a Bajio in town (BETTER THAN CAFE RIO!) and he is bringing some up. I think this year will be good. I hope.

Goals before School

So I've been thinking alot lately, which is new for me, about what i want high school to be like for me. And all I've figured out is that i want to look better. And now you are thinking
"oh here she goes again with her vanity and always having to look good"
so if you don't care to read this stop now!
Okay in my mind to feel good about my self i have to like the way i look. So this summer i have been hitting the gym and doing Yoga in my spare time. I have alot of spare time. I started counting my calories. Let me tell you that i used to be the first one in line to make fun of calorie counters. And now i am one and i understand why they do it. I am about 50 lbs over weight. So i hope to loose at least 10 before school and if I'm lucky maybe 15. Next is my hair. I dyed it red in middle school. Like BRIGHT RED. Ya that had to be the worst idea I've had yet. So i thought well red fades fast. Well that is for everyone but me! It is now 1 whole year later in like 2 weeks and there is still red in my hair. So i streaked my hair with blond so it would grow in better. But now my natural color (which is quite ugly because its like a gray brown ) is now growing over the blond so i have this like line on my head where the highlights end and my actual hair starts. Plus I cut it about 3 months ago so it sat like on the top of my chest. My hair grows like a weed though. So now it is now over my chest and onto my rib cage. I want it to do this but i have horrible split ends from straighting my hair everyday and even curling it. So I'm going to have to cut off about and inch and a half. THIS SUCKS! My mom said i cant do anything to my hair until right before school starts. So my hair shall keep growing and the split ends will get longer. WOOOT (sarcasm). Next my feet. Now if you're still reading this I must say WOW you do enjoy people complaining about their lives. Anyway back to my feet. Since about 5th grade i started wearing shoes that my heels were not covered. Like flip-flops and heels. So my heels started to get dry and crack. I know you've all seen the ped-egg commercials. My feet are really that bad. Like they bleed sometimes. So i started putting medicine on them. I went from having 6 cuts per foot to 1 deep cut on each foot and dry skin. I think this is the best progress I've made so far! This is about it the rest of me i love!!! Especially my chest i must say that is my best feature lol :D

Latin

So i was watching Room Raiders 2.0 yesterday on MTV. (Me watch MTV no way!! lol) And there was this one girl Nicole. On her wall she had the phrase Oderint Dum Metuant. In Latin that means, let them hate so long as they fear. I thought it was a pretty cool saying so i made it my motto. yup its at the top of my blog now :D