Who'd have thought

That a kid from SHINee would take my heart. TAEMIN YOU BEAUTIFUL BOY WHO IS 1 YEAR 4 MONTHS AND 7 DAYS OLDER THAN ME I LOVE YOU! I told Mom I was going to marry him. She said "can he take you to the temple?"
Well everyone looks like I'm going to convert the baby of SHINee. :D
So I was doing a search for Taemin's Lucifer pictures, guess who showed up in the search?
If you said JaeJoong you're right. :D
And it won't let me attach a picture of taemin :(

Just when it was looking up

He's smoking.
That's right, JaeJoong is smoking. Like a retard. Because his life got hard he smoked. JaeJoong Oppa, why don't you see that there are 1,000,000+ girls and guys waiting to help you. I'm so pissed. Like tears of anger I'm so pissed.
A fan girl from Finland met him and he was so surprised to have a fan from Finland he wanted to take a picture with her. She was getting ready for the picture, Jae stopped them, removed a pack of cigarettes from his front pocket, then took the picture. I think we all need to shoot him. Like now.

Here We Go Again~

It's that time of year again folks~

GIRLS CAMP !!



So once again I'm going up to that same old mountain with the same old girls AND at the same old site. CAMP SITE 11~~~
So anyway~ I'm really excited because truly I LOVE CAMP! But not only that I am a 4th year which is the oldest you can be without being a leader. So I'm basically one of 3 of the oldest girls. AMAZING!! I can pick the best spot in the tent now~! I have had the bad spot in the tent every year, you know the one I'm talking about. The one on the slope so you're falling as you sleep.
I also helped make the skit. I'm not even going to talk about all the stress the skit has caused me. Leaders are SUPER picky this year, but you know what, they are the leaders and they know what's best for all of us. But the skit should be good other than the song. They want me to sing with a ukulele, the song Somewhere Over The Rainbow. Well the key that the uke is in and the key that all the girls sing in are 2 different keys. You need to be a baritone or a SOPRANO to hit the notes and make them on key with the Uke. Well I'm the only soprano. All of our girls are alto. So they tell me: drop what you're singing and octave. Like it's that simple. So we tried and it didn't work. off KEY~!! So they tell me to sing it in my soprano. WHEEELLLLLL it's harder than it seems to sing to a uke when you've never tried and the person playing is playing this song for the second time in their entire life. SIIIGGGHHHH!!!
Whell it will go well anyways. I just want my whole week at camp. As we know I got flooded out last year so i just want to stay up all week.
SYTYCD is on and if Alex is sent home I'll cry buckets. LETS PRAY~~
Saranghae~

I think we saw this coming

Okay here it is. TATTOO NUMBER 3

On the left (this is all in roman numerals) it says 0126, Jae's birthday

And on the right it says 0204 Jae's biological birthday. I'm not sure why he has two. I think we saw this day coming of his third tattoo, he used to get piercings when he was upset (hence 11) but now I think he has moved to tattoos. . . .

GOSH THIS SHOW SUCKS!!!

OH MY HECK. HARU WAS 6 SECONDS FROM BEING OUT OF NAKAJI'S REACH FOR A MONTH TO BE WITH SEXYPANTS DR. (PLAYED BY SEXY KIM JAEJOONG) THEN NAKAJI SHOWS UP AND SAYS HARU DON'T GO I LOVE YOU!!! i hate him. SO MUCH! AND NOW I HAVE TO WAIT FOR ONE WHOLE WEEK TO FIGURE OUT WHAT HAPPENS. BUT I KNOW. SHE BREAKS JAE'S HEART!!!! :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Reasons Why I Love Kim JaeJoong (Part 2)

61: He is the oldest and totally uses that against his brothers
62: He has 8 sisters!
63: His cuuuute (fake) nose~
64: His audition for SM that looked REALLLY FUNNY~
65: He wanted to buy a pink feather boa
66: He likes blonds
67: He can't surf
68: He can draw really well~
69: His "I didn't do anything wrong" face
70: His " I know I did something wrong but I want you to believe I didn't" face
71: The shirt (or lack of) he wore for the mirotic live performance at the Golden Disk Awards
72: He lends money to Xiah
73: The way he drinks water
74: How competitive he gets at simple games
75: He loves the fans as family
76: HE BELIEVES HE CAN FLY
77: He got baptized into the Christian church (ONE STEP CLOSER TO MORMON!)
78: He just shows his abs whenever someone asks
79: His love for kids
80: His name for his puppy
81: How much he loves his family
82: He sings at weddings (WEDDING SINGER)
83: The way he sleeps
84: The way he is a mother to his brothers
85: Two words: BED HEAD
86: His outsides don't reflect his insides sometimes
87: He shares underwear with Xiah Junsu
88: His ability to be bad at rapping
89: His funny dance moves
90: How he called himself "the boy from the mountains" on a TV show
91: His gibberish
92: How he thinks he looks bad without eye liner
93: How he just randomly takes stuff from fans
94: His strut
95: His "honey~ you've got mail"
96: "TOHO TOHO TOHO HWIGHTING!"
97: "This car has a sunroof! *goes up sunroof and begins laughing like an idiot*
98: He will randomly drink water with out a shirt or pants on. (stupid boxers :D jk I think)
99: December 18th, 2005
100: He asked me to go out with him.

Reasons Why I Love Kim JaeJoong (Part 1)

1: His amazing laugh
2: His smile
3: The fact that when he smiles and laughs he covers his mouth
4: He covers his knees cause he doesnt want his fans to worry
5: He is just the cutest grown up kid ever!!
6: His voice
7: When he trys to speak English I almost pee
8: He cooks better than I do
9: He can style his hair better than Justin Bieber (Justin got it from Jae)
10: He will smile at the extras more than his own cast.
11: He takes myspace photos on his cell
12: He eats funny things that no matter how gross they are he thinks they are the best!
13: How he eats his ice cream
14: How he'll share just about anything with his brothers
15: He was referred to as "The Blond"
16: His way of mixing songs into rock or trot
17: His scream (;D)
18: His acting skills
19: How high he gets off sugar
20: His ability to hold liquor
21: He is comming to america next month
22: His many hair colors
23: He broke up with Jessica (TAKE THAT!!)
24: His wings
25: His black eyes
26: He wears sunglasses indoors
27: He wears glasses without lenses on TV shows :D
28: He writes music
29: His high note in Balloons
30: He reads manga to learn more japanese
31: He has 10 body piercings (he got rid of the ntaasty one!!)
32: His 2 tattoos
33: The fact that he shares those tattoos with Yoochun
34: He can stop me from crying
35: He has been in my dreams as my husband more than once
36: He is adorkable
37: He is misjaevious (I know thats spelled wrong. Read it again)
38: He makes fun of his brothers by calling them aliens
39: He is sooo sure of himself
40: He can make a mask look HOT
41: His bland sense of humor when trying to be funny
42: When he isn't trying to be funny he is.
43: His dog.
44: How he referrs to his dog as "This bear" or "This cow"
45: How he referrs to his relationship with yoochun AND changmin as "Soulmates"
46: The way he says "honey" and "Cutie honey"
47: The way he says "Kimchi!" when posing for a picture
48: He looks soooo good in a suit
49: He can pull off buttcrack head hair.
50: He can roll around on the floor and still look really attractive
51: He can stick his butt so far in the air and make me smile.
52: He can be prego
53: The way he says Chowahe
54: The way he says Suki Desu
55: He is the biggest Crybaby
56: He loves attention
57: He wants two daughters so they will always have eachother no matter what
58: He once wanted to own a store just to eat all the cookies :D (Great dream)
59: He dances in animal costumes
60: He does 1 handed pushups

OF ALL THE GAY THINGS IN THE WORLD

OF ALL THE DUMB THINGS THAT SNN COULD PUT IN THEIR SHOW THEY MADE RINDA DIE!!!!!!!! HE WAS PERFECTLY FINE FOR THE FIRST HALF OF THE EPISODE, THEN HE DIED AFTER TELLING NAKAJI HOW HAPPY HE WAS THAT NAKAJI SAVED HIM. I HATE THIS SHOW SO MUCH. THEN THEY SHOW DR. CRYING. WHEN JAEJOONG CRYS THE WORLD CRYS. UGH THIS IS SO HORRIBLE. I LOVE THIS SHOW!

You know It's Important When I Have To Blog About It

[TRANS] 100616 Junsu, Jaejoong & Yoochun team up with Kanye West
TVXQ members Xiah Junsu, Micky Yoochun and YoongWoong Jaejoong, who are involved in a lawsuit with their management company SM Entertainment, will be working with Kanye West - one of the most influential figures in the American pop industry - to produce their new album.
Kanye West, born in '77, is a Black American producer from the US. He debuted as a singer in 2004 with the album 'The College Dropout'. Since then, he has released 4 other chart-topping albums and received over 13 Grammy Awards. Having been the producer for Jay-Z, Alicia Keys and Janet Jackson in the past, Kanye now runs his own hip-hop management company 'GOOD Music'. (some omitted)
On the 16th, a representative of JYJ said that 'They will be going abroad soon to work on the production of their new album at Kanye West's studio. Besides Kanye, they will also be recording with Pop singer Timbaland in LA and Miami.
The above information has also been confirmed by Jae Chong (member of Solid); '40% of Avex Japan's revenues come from Tohoshinki, they are a group of extremely successful and influential artists. The three members who were once under SM Entertainment will be collaborating with Kanye and Timbaland to produce their new album'
At the moment, Korean stars such as Boa, Seven and the Wonder Girls are actively pursuing careers in the US, but this is definitely the first time any artist has worked with someone as influential as Kanye. It is said that Kanye West holds the three Tohoshinki members in very high regard.
Source: TVXQBaidu + xiahking.com
Trans by: dorfehh@DBSKnights
Shared by: DBSKnights

ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!??!?!!?!?! Sure I understand that Kanye is a very popular guy in the US. But come on!!! He is so stupid!!! And my dad hates him so when I say to him
"Dad THE MAN I LOVE his having a CD released in America"
"Really?"
"yeah Kanye West is helping them"
"You cant buy it. EVER"
Well here's to my crappy life. BLEH!!!
but I will buy like 20 copies anyways :D I just wish that they didn't work with him. But it did say he holds them in high regard. I love it when people respect them :D

Déjà vu

Okay last year on June 20th I was sick. And now, June 17th ( i almost typed Junsu. Junsu 17th :D ) I am once again sick. I have been up since 2:30 am taking frequent trips to the bathroom to puke up everything in my stomach. I think I threw up things I ate when I was twelve. This is so crappy. And my stomach hurts right this second.

BLEH MY LIFE

BOYS!!!

My Awesome Fanfreakingtastic Best in the World Parents

My parents are so awesome.
They were on a cruise for the past week. And yesterday they were in British Colombia and they were at the Parlament. On the lawn of the Parlament Building were three cute Asians playing Frisbee.
My cool awesome dad went up to these tree kids and were like hey can I get a picture of you?
YES!!!!!! MY PARENTS ARE SOOOO COOL!!! They get home in an hour and I cant wait to see the picture. Oh and them too :D

Sunao Ni Narenakute

OH MY HOLY HECK!!!!
Episode 9 of Suano Ni Narenakute came out on thursday, and the subs on it came out fully today so naturally i watched it. DUH.
Anyways whats been happening so far is that Dr. and Haru are dating and Dr. needs to go back is to Korea cause his dad colapsed and he invited Haru to go with him.
Peach likes Nakaji but Nakaji likes Haru but wont say it. But Rinda also likes Nakaji (Rinda is gay)
So in this weeks episode Rinda confessed to Nakaji that he likes him, Nakaji naturally flips out, and so does Rinda because Nakaji flips out. So Rinda runs away to Emo ( that bar they always go to) and then he slits his throat. Nakaji finds him and just STARES!!
FERAKING CALL 911 YOU TARD!!
I got so mad!! Then on the preview for next week it showed Jae crying and now I want it to be thursday.
That show is so amazing. I love it so much.

Why Am I Doing This Again?

So as of now it is 11:04 pm and my sisters are downstairs just dancing like fools. Not dancing fools cause those are people who like to dance, they just look like fools in the way that they are dancing.
So I went on 2 dates this week. It was fanfreakintastic. Totally went with JaeJoong Oppa and we made out in a movie theatre and then he asked me to marry him and now I'm moving to Korea with him.
But lets get real here :D
I went with BECCA on her two dates this week. Both with kids from her Physics class. First was on wednesday with a kid named Spike. Real name is un-known to me but what ever. We went to go see Prince of Persia with Aly, Cassidy, and Bailey. So 5 girls and Spike. Nice date for him huh?
It was fun, the movie was perdictable and Cassidy sat next to me with the popcorn even when I told her not to. I told her "Cassidy I don't want to eat any popcorn so just sit on the other side of Bailey" I even left a seat in between bailey and I so no one who would be consuming popcorn would sit next to me. Alas that wasn't the case. "But I want to be between you guys!!" I don't even like cassidy. I've known her since i was 10 and I turn 16 this year. She has been an annoying snob since day one.
Next date was thursday. I went with Becca on her date with Taylor who's last name begins with a W and graduated LVA this year. :D He was also my theatre aid. Anyways. It was us three Leo, Chloe, and Kara all at spring mountain ranch to watch Matt in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. For those of you who have been to spring mountain ranch you will know that you sit on the grass on blankets. Well it was hot thursday morning so I wore shorts a tank top and a like shawl type thing. Well up in the mountains it was like 70 something with FIERCE winds. I FROZE! And the show wasn't too good either. Matt was awesome and he made me laugh but the guy who played willy wasn't even funny or the slightest bit insane. And the girl who played Veruka or however the heck her name is spelled couldn't sing to save herself. But there were some good parts. Like during the scene where the squirrels are checking the nuts to see if theyre good, in the background you heard "good nut" in a cute female voice, the "bad nut" in a weird male voice. It was epic.
I love sleeping in my parents bed. It's so comfy and because it is I always have dreams while in it. Dreams in my bed are like a once a month thing. Like last night I had a dream I was my character in my story, 23 pregnant married to the man of my dreams. And it started right where i finished writing and it gave me so many ideas. I LOVED IT!
Well it is now 11:25 and I think I am done writing.

GUESS FRICKIN WHAT!!!!!

TVXQ’s three members JaeJoong, JunSu and YooChun, who are currently entangled in a lawsuit with South Korea’s major entertainment company, SM, have plans to produce a new album in the United States of America. This album will be released in August this year.According to media reports, there is a possibility that the trio has secretly formed an agreement with a music-related personnel in America, and this new album is set to be released worldwide. The report also stated that the new album will be produced with the best production team. Well-known Korean composer, Kim Hyung Sik, and one of America’s leading music producer, Timerland, along with other famous names has been linked to the production of this album.A relevant personnel of the new album expressed, “Regarding the new album, we will be releasing it through a well-known U.S music company.” However, while this album might be shipped worldwide, its sales are targeted mainly within the respective Asian countries. TVXQ’s trio plan to fly over to America this month, and this trip is predicted to begin discussions about the album and recording sessions.To this prediction, the personnel who works alongside the trio is tight-lipped, and is only willing to reveal that, “Currently, there are plans to produce a new album, and there will be an invitation for Timberland to be the producer. However, regarding other issues, we are not at liberty to announce it as it is still in the process of planning.”Even though Xiah Junsu has recently released his first single through their Japanese company, from the perspective of Asia’s strongest vocal group, however, they decided on releasing this worldwide album in order to open up a wider market. While they still want to further develop their strength and fame in Japan, at the same time, they are also prepared and have set their sights to compete in America’s music market.

Source: baiduTVXQ 1, 2

Translation: kimuchi3005 @ OneTVXQ.com

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CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!!!??!?!!?!?!?!!!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!!?
Cause i can't :D IM GOING TO BUY LIKE 60 COPIES

Why is my house freezing?!

I am sooo cold right now. It may have to do with the fact that I'm wearing booty shorts and a tank top but what ever I AM COLD.
GLEE WAS FREAKING AMAZING LAST NIGHT!!! I MUST HAVE BEEN CRYING THROUGH THE WHOLE THING!!!
It was so amazing. The Journey and the Queen, I couldn't take it. I was like. . . woah. :D
Totally listening to it now. Cause i'm just that cool.
I'm writing a story and i just started writing in the 6th notebook. 364 pages. Its a little insane that i've made it that far. people ask me "What will happen if you lose those?"
Well honestly will i be upset but I don't think i'd care too much. my story is the dreams i dream while im awake. nothing more nothing less. So to lose the physical portion of my dreams will be sad but i'll always have the story in my head if that makes sense.
Anyways. . . . ... ..... . . . . . . . . . . <------ weird dots.
:D

Summer

Wow, I'm so tired. I like dont want to type but im going to anyways with all of my grammer errors.
Soooooooo I got 'A's in Theatre, Dance, Freshman studies and spanish.
I got 'B's in Bio and Math
Whoppdiedoo.
Is that spelled right?
prolly not.
So my aunt stayed here. She brought her two 11 year olds and a 14 year old. It was like LOUD all the time and i was so annoyed with them all the time.
We got a dog. Her name is Maggie. She's a Jack Russell Terrier. Puppy so shes hyper. ALL THE TIME. Then she just crashes on people. Me my dad my sisters my mother. Not so much my mother. She is just all over the place all the time. I actually didn't want to get the dog. Thats not normally like me. But I thought about how hard it is to keep up with a dog. when you combine a high maintenance family with a high maintenance dog it's like crazy all the time.
So there is this caption contest that I've entered. Its fun but sometimes i'm first to post and then everyone takes my idea and twists it. its a little annoying.
I started watching JaeJoong's tv show Hard to say I Love You. Its really really good. I find myself screaming at the screen no matter whats going on.
Screen: Lets get the group together for drinks at Emo (name of a bar)
Me: YES MEET UP! DR. NEEDS TO SEE HARU AND NAKAJI NEEDS TO BE JEALOUS!!
How that came from a tweet about friends getting together for some drinks i have no idea.
The show is about how these people met over twitter and became really good friends.
It's pretty good.
So I found out today that this kid James likes me. He doesn't go by james but I don't want to put his name on here. He keeps posting status' on facebook about how he misses this girl. So this is our conversation
Me: who is that girl you keep talking about?
Boy: I can't tell you, yet
M: Well do I know her
B: yes. she's a theatre major
M: well does she have class 1/2 or 3/4
B: not sure
M: well do you have a class with her before lunch?
B: Yes
M: Well if its periods 1 or 2 that you have her she has 3/4
If its periods 3 or 4 then she has 1/2
B: she has 1/2
M: She has my class
B: well you could say that, cause it's you.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I love this kid ok nvm this kid is on my good side but bleh i could never like him like that.
bleh~
So Monica is writing this BOMB story
Http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/dreams_damsels
I'm byul. It means star. I think. . .Monica will correct me if im wrong.
I just cracked my pinky and it hurt.
Anyways her story is amazing and if you could read it and comment on it. She is amazing and someone needs to tell her because she doesn't believe her readers.
MONICA YOU'RE AMAZING!!!
Anyways. Glee is on tonight. I love that show. The kid Mike, the Asian, is like my favorite. Played by Henry Shum Jr. :D
Alright 3 minutes to Glee~
I hope to try to get back on the time of up till 3 sleep till 12 thing again. It might work.

To Heck With it All

Well blah~!
I cannot stand this kid in my FS class. That person is so rude to me then it just turns around and feels the need to try to be my best friends again and to get things from me! Are you kidding?! Wow. JERK!
Then that person feels the need to tell me all of the time how asian I am. Really? Like really? I stopped acting that way around you a long time ago because you would CONSTANTLY make fun of me. Figures. You're such a jerk and you don't even know it.

25 Fun Things to do in an Elevator

1. When there's only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder and then pretend it wasn't you.
2. Push the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back for more.
3. Ask if you can push the button for other people, but push the wrong ones.
4. Call the Psychic Hotline from your cell phone and ask if they know what floor your on.
5. Hold the doors open and say your waiting for a friend. After a while, let the doors close, and say, "Hi Greg. How's your day been?"
6. Drop a pen and wait until someone goes to pick it up, then scream, "That's mine!"
7. Bring a camera and take pictures of everyone in the elevator.
8. Move your desk into the elevator and whenever anyone gets on, ask if they have an appointment.
9. Lay down the twister mat and ask people if they would like to play.
10. Leave a box in the corner, and when someone gets on, ask them if they can hear ticking.
11. Pretend you are a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and exits with the passengers.
12. Ask, "Did you feel that?"
13. Stand really close to someone, sniffing them occasionally.
14. When the doors close, announce to the others, "It's okay, don't panic, they open again!"
15. Swat at flies that don't exist.
16. Tell people that you can see their aura.
17. Call out, "Group Hug!" and then enforce it.
18. Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead and muttering, "Shut up, all of you, just shut up!"
19. Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside, ask, "Got enough air in there?"
20. Stand silently and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off.
21. Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce in horror, "Your one of THEM!" and back away slowly.
22. Wear a puppet on your hand and use it to talk to the other passengers.
23. Listen to the elevator walls with your stethoscope.
24. Make explosion noises when anyone presses a button.
25. Stare at another passenger1. When there's only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder and then pretend it wasn't you.

Why is it always me?

So as an apprentice for The Spitfire Grill there are a few things that I have to do. One is i have to go to every performance. At first I thought "Cool! I can finally be in on all of those inside jokes that happen backstage!"
Well just now I was invited to Hollywood Bowl with Monica. Guess what day it is? The same night as a performance. Guess who was going to be there? 2PM, Kim Jong-Kook, The Wonder Girls, and Beast. These are the only ones that I like but there are a lot more!!
I wish that sometimes things would just go right. You know. Like everything just falls right into place the way it is supposed to. That just doesn't seem to happen often enough.
Also my Aunt and Uncle are staying with us. Guess who's room their staying in? Guess what day they're leaving. As far as I know its Monday. AFTER SCHOOL HAS STARTED! I HAVE TO GET READY FOR SCHOOL NOT IN MY OWN ROOM! I DON'T EVER GET READY ANY WHERE ELSE NOT EVEN MY OWN BATHROOM.
I feel as though I'm being really bratty and just venting about things that i have and have to share and blah blah blah~
THIS IS MY BLOG=JOURNAL YOU DON'T LIKE IT GET OUT!

Not sure yet. . . .

Today is the day that Spring Break starts. Do the streamers and party gifts come out tomorrow or something? Because all I know is I spent 13 hours away from home today and during the entire 13 hours that I was away I had a bag of chips. Thats all. It's a talent to not complain cause i was HUNGRY!!!
And Becca just walked in here with a milkshake and when I ask why she has In-n-out she says bailey was hungry. Um are you bailey? Do you need food? Nope. You had dinner, how do I know? I MADE IT FOR YOU! Goodness. Then my mother says "Milkshake at 8:30 at night?" "Um yeah yum" "This is just what we went through telling bailey" Then bailey walks into the room with a milkshake. BLEH~! ULTIMATE BLEH~
So I lend out my story to friends sometimes cause people always read what I'm writing now. But what i'm writing now and what i was writing in the middle of 2009, two different things. They read page 305 and think "wow this is good" then get to page 1 and go "oh yeah um~" But what I do is I say "Leave me messages in the margins of my notebooks, dont hate and dont correct me" Well when I have the main character listen to Wicked on a plane ride to America for the first time because the main girl character is in the musical Wicked I dont want things in my notebook that say "He would never listen to Wicked he would listen to Rap or something." Um its cute. Plus the main character listens to T-pain and i think its nasty that he does.
Ms. Kayla Dunn is a DBSK fan. It made me really happy.
Oh and this blog is my journal basically. So everything I post is just random thoughts going through my mind. It has no real plot. Sometimes it does but most of the time it doesn't.

Try and Understand

Alot of people know I have one problem with me. Well it's not just one. . . but this is the main one
DBSK
So here is a little list so that you can maybe understand the inner workings of my mind

•You google search Cassiopeia in hopes of finding the headquarters and joining

•You continue looking to be a part of Cassiopeia even though you kinda cant

•Everytime you see a picture from a variety show, you know exactly what was going on

•You can tell what DBSK era/phase they were in by their hair

•Are still trying to find a way to join Cassiopeia

•Want to learn Korean

•Want to go to Korea

•Want to become that staff memer that wipes the sweat off their faces after a performance

•You momentarily want to become a back up dancer just so you can touch them during the “Tohodancer Tohodance Tohodancer FIGHTING” chant

•Have already taken steps to learn the MIROTIC dance

•Whenever you talk to others about DBSK, you talk as if you are close personal friends with them

•e.x. “Did you know Max talks in his sleep?…. Micky is so crazy when he’s tipsy…”

•You start laughing with one of your hands covering your mouth (JJ style)

•You clap while you laugh (Max style)

•You’ve absent-mindedly began to laugh like Xiah Junsu

•At a particular hysterical moment you always do a “stand and walk around” laugh (DBSK style)

•You know the answer to a variety show question about their personal habits/preferences (ex. “MC: Micky, what body part do you look at first when you see a woman; You: The neck… d’uh; Micky: The neck”)

•You scream along during Max’s part in Rising Sun

•You do the little butt thing Yunho does in the beginning of “O”

•You know how many siblings they each have

•You really want to know what their favourite colours are

•When you find out their favorite color is the same as yours you, for SOME reason, get extremely excited

•You talk about DBSK to anyone with ears

•You’ve seen the Mirotic MV and Wrong Number MV an excessive amount of times

•Fell in love with Bolero within the first 6 seconds of hearing it

•You can call out who’s voice is who’s when they sing

•You look to them for Fashion advice

•Want to get your hands on the DVDs even though the only Korean words you understand are “hyung… saranghae… and oppa”

•Are able to watch a 60 minute Variety show without subs and feel like you know what their saying

•The people around you hum Mirotic against their will ‘cause you play it all the time

•You twitch everytime you hear Mirotic and Wrong Number ‘cause you’ve been practicing the dance moves and your body can’t help but want to dance

•Your friends talk about how they’ve been eating all day and you inform them about how Max eats 8 meals a day… they have no idea who Max is OR … they actually know who Max is because all you talk about is DBSK

•Your friends ask you “what’s new” and all you tell them is what new thing you found out about DBSK because that’s all you’ve been doing all day (watching Variety and Radio Shows).

•You want to become famous in your country JUST so you can somehow use your fame to get closer to them

•You know all the English words in their songs… and that’s about all you can sing

•Even though you sometimes Criticize Cassiopeia… you still look for a way to be a part of it

•You want “Miduhyo (Believe)” and “My Little Princess” to be played at your Wedding~

•Whenever you watch a performance by them you look around for something red to wave around

•Everytime you hear about their “ideal girl” you see if you compare… no matter which member it is

•You go into withdrawal when you havent done something DBSK related for a while

•Even though you dont live in Korea and still follow their Japanese activities, you’re kinda sad they’re going back to Japan soon

•You’re extremely proud of them when they write a song

•When you read fun random facts about DBSK… you know about 97% of them already

•You believe they’ve all lived up to the meaning behind their names (U-know, Hero, Xiah, Micky (lol), Max)

•You want to get a UFO account

•Because you CAN’T get a UFO account, you think up things to say if you did have one… and wonder who would answer as well as what he would say

•You KNOW they are here to stay

•You feel sorry for what Cassiopeia would do to SM Entertainment if they ever disbanded DBSK

•You’re still looking for ways to be a registered member of Cassiopeia

•You want to send DBSK a video of you gushing about how much you love them and how much you appreciate their music

•Even though you downloaded some of their songs,… you still want to buy their albums

•You want to give Micky a big hug every time you see him cry

•Even though there might be members you like more than the others… you dont dislike any of them

•You say a random “Fighting” or “Hwaiting” when you’re about to do something intense (or not so intense)

•You still laugh at the “U-Know Yunho- Fighting, Choikang ChangMin- Fighting, Micky Yoochun- Fighting, Youngwoong JaeJoong- Fighting, Dong Bang Shin Ki- FIGHTING” …….. “… Xiah Junsu- Fighting” thing

•You know the “Kamo, Come On!” Oyagi gag, compliments of Xiah Junsu

•You get pissed when people say that DBSK is overrated…

•You want to give Xiah a hug every time he does something only Xiah would do

•You see a “stalking” video on youtube featuring one of the members and feel bad that they can’t get any privacy… but still watch the video.

•If you ever meet another DBSK fan outside of the internet you immediately feel like you’ve known each other for years

•You know their birthdays but don’t know your own friends’s birthday

•If a few of the members are missing on a Variety show you can imagine what the missing members would say if they were there

•You make up sound-alike-lyrics to the Korean/Japanese lyrics just so you can sing along.

•You think up fan group names as catchy as “Cassiopeia” and “Big East” for your country

•You want to shake hands with whomever thought of Cassiopeia

•You’re STILL looking for ways to join Cassiopeia

•Get upset when people still say 800,000 fans because it’s an outdated number -there are waaaaay more than that now

•You’re in on the “Max and his ‘special’ movies” joke

•You might be the girl in Wrong Number (the one that calls them a lot) (lmao!)

•For some reason, you love JJ even more when you find out he takes risque pictures of the others

•Whenever you hear a good song, you want to use to it to make an FanVideo about DBSK

•Your body went through spasms when you found out DBSK was going to be on FuseTV

•You get as excited as the people in the show when Yunho uses his hometown dialect… even though you really can’t tell the difference

So basically this is my life. Not really but still :D

Okay here we go, One, two, one, two, three

So I havn't blogged about anything important lately so here i go.
So my math class, that's always a good place to start. I have a D currently. ARE YOU FRICKEN SERIOUS?! I hate Mr.Cohen. My mother tells me that it's not him its me. Sounds like a cheesy break up. But she is telling me that it isn't his teaching skills that are causing my 69%. But if it is me then why are most of his students failing?
I love love love love love my english class though. Sometimes it gets annoying because the views of my fellow classmates have different views than me. That normally doesn't bother me but it's that they stand so strongly with their views they dont care what the others say and get kinda pissed.
Freshman studies is the worst class. Why in the world did they create it? The only time it is fun is when we get to talk because Matt is super funny. I love that kid.
I've been playing this game, more like a race called Jae'l Break. I'm actually playing as I type this. What they do is give you hints or clues that go with a website. At the site they have a question and you email in your answer. Right now i have 1 hotspot (website) done and the 2nd one just doesn't feel like giving me my second hotspot. :( I need 7 by Saturday.
So I am in no way homosexual. Not even a little. But one of my friends keeps doing very awkward things and people see it and claim that she is my girlfriend. She always holds my hand and when I pull it away she grabs it again. She demands my attention all the time. When she hugs me (which is about 7-8 times every time I see her.) she nuzzles her head against my neck. Then she gets like extremely upset if I don't meet her in between certain classes. I don't know if she realizes that this is reallly weird and creepy but I don't know how to tell her either. I wont say who she is. Don't guess, make assumptions, or ask me. I won't tell. but it just bothers me.
I remember when i was little (like 10 so not that little) i over heard my parents talking about how money was tight. I remember riding around my block thinking of all the things of mine I could sell to get money. Well they never really tell my sisters and I how tight money really is. To my sisters if they aren't told then they dont care. But I still overhear my parents and try not to ask for much. But my sisters still act like they did when money wasn't tight. They just spend and spend.
WOOT someone finally answered my question. I got it right. I instantly figured out the next hotspot and someone had posted the answer on DBSKNIGHTS so i had it :D Life is good~
So that's all I can think of right now. . . Oh wait i got into a 5th notebook. 300 pages baby~ I'm soo good~
Alright now I'm done.



사랑해, Sadie Elizabeth Kim

YEAH BOI~

OH MY HECK YUNHO OPPA IS COMMING TO VEGAS ON MARCH 4TH~! Well it's march 5th Korea time but it will be the 4th in America. maybe the 5th but im not sure. . . .
I WANNA GOOOO~
But i doubt my parents wont take me, they still dont like dbsk.
The Jae'l Break race starts tonight at midnight and i CANT WAIT!
Yeah um thats it :D

I am

In english we are starting the book speak. Its an amazing book i recomend it to EVERYONE!
So we wrote amazing poems and I thought I'd post mine
(for those of you in my english class i copied mine as we read :D)


I am deep and loud
I wonder why there is a Valentines day
I hear the flutter of wings
I see the love in the ice
I want someone to tell me the love me
I am deep and loud

I pretend not to care
I feel they are against me
I worry about what they say
I cry when they leave
I am deep and loud

I understand why they do this
I say I'll always keep the faith
I dream you'll return into my arms
I try to stay strong
I hope for the future
I am deep and loud.

Mother, dont think anything of this :D it's answers to questions put into a poem.
So yeah. If you want the format just ask me and I'll totes post it

. . . . . .

I am soo tired right now. I just got home from Ice Skating and i saw one of my friends there. It was kinda cool except he could skate really well.
I have been really bored lately but when i go to school in some classes (English, Math, Freshman Studies, sometimes Theatre, and sometimes science) i just feel really happy. Its a nice feeling :D
I started this with out a lot of friends, but now i dont have like as much as i did in middle school but im thankful for that because the nice to have some friends that dont like to know whats going on all the time but they care enough to ask when it counts.

So yesterday was that guys birthday. It was so hard. Like cried myself to sleep had to turn up my ipod so i couldn't hear myself. I felt like an emo. The whole night before (when it was the 26th in korea but the 25th in america) i broke into bailey's closet and got my charm and put it on my Colors ~Melody and Harmony~ necklace and i sat on the floor of my living room watching Chuck and Heros rubbing my necklace.
PATHETIC!!
I need help. I really do.

Dried Mangos are the best tasting thing in the world. Like if you could have perfection in your mouth it would be by kissing me JK it'd be by eating a mango THAT IS DRIED AND COVERED IN SUGAR! Monica is amazing~!

And this is really cute

http://youtube.com/watch?v=RkOIFPX7hvw

Tan~

So when I want to look nice I put on foundation. I know that i should wear it everyday with my skin but. . . .
SO I ran out of foundation the day before the dance p.e concert. When i went to Walmart to get more (GO WALMART) but when i went there they had the shade before and after mine, not the one i needed.
Me being me i got the shade darker.
Now whenever i put it on i look REALLY TAN. It's pretty great!!
So stop paying for those crappy tanning beds or self tanners.
FOUNDATION!
Why i wrote this i have NO CLUE
I have no life.

Twice in One Day?!

I can't believe im sitting here blogging for the second time today but its happening!
The question is what is this even about?
I think that because Finals end on a thursday that im going to treat becca and i to LUNCH! nothing amazing like Olive Garden (cause im paying and i dont have that kind of money) but like In-N-Out, or Arbys.
I got on costume crew for west side~! I can now say goodbye to the whole hours problem seeing as this quarter i need 30 instead of 20.
I find it very hard to go to school with gay guys. Not that i dont like gay people, dont get me wrong i love them with my entire being. (Matt~)
But thats just it i love them. I fear im going to get attached to the feminine males at my school that when it comes time to find a Beau i'll find a gay one who will never return the favor. Like Matt. I think that kid is REALLY good looking. And his personality is really nice and funny. But He is GAY~ ( as i often have to remind Kenzie Ember Gray ) He wont ever think im more than cute. And it's the same cute i feel towards my girlfriends when i say they look cute. It's kinda unfair to the straight women in this school . . . . . But i still love them!
Now this is why i say this. I have never had a date. Like a legit "Wanna go out tonight' date because i've never been old enough. rule in my house is no dating until your 16. WELLL i turn 16 this year and i REALLLLY want to go on a date on my 16th birthday. But who to go with.
I want to go with this kid Jordan because we are really close friends and it does help that he is REALLY GOOD LOOKING~! And white (which is new for me because well ASIANS~~)
But i dont know if he'll be home by then (dont ask)
Then i thought well maybe my friend Randy Sly might take me. But not only are we not close enough for that he will be 17. . . .
Then there is this kid Brent from pahrump. HE IS AMAZING! But a total jerk. He would rather have the cheese and crackers out in Pahrump then the STEAK (IE me) in Vegas. jerk.
Oh goodness i dont even know how i wrote this much. And I still need to blog about the Dance P.E show . . . oh well that will be another day~
:D

BLOGGING!!!

Wow I hate finals. . . . I really do.
So after my new change i think it has been a week today that i decided to make the change. It has been so hard and I try not to show it because it is a stuggle within myself that i think i should be able to handle on my own.
I have taken the pictures off my new ipod along with their music. I put my Hello Kitty 26 charm (which represents JaeJoong's birthday) and i put it in the canister that the poster i got for my birthday came in and i put that in Bailey's closet.
I hope not to get rid of them completely because i still love their music but i hope that it's just their music not them all together.
I saw that JaeJoong was in Canada this weekend and i actually didn't feel really spazy that he was closer to me than normal. I then listened to some of their music (granted that it was really old like miduhyo and insa) and it actually was kinda boring to me. But the videos still get to me. I still cry just about every night. It will change though, i know i can do this.

Exams were super easy because I didnt have one in theatre today and dance p.e was niiiice~
And there was this silly paper that Aleah wrote me saying "I love Brookelynn Eliza Bergquist, Matt Fowler, Monica LaCap, and Asians" it said other stuff but at the very top it said MEOW in big letters and Matt saw the MEOW and was like 'Whats that' oh goodness i grabbed that sooooooo fast!!!

So i guess life is pretty okay.

Oh Goodness

So it's time to get my life in check. I'm starting with the biggest problem.
DongBangShinKi.
Now i know of 2 people right now who are making this face O_O
You know who you are.
I feel sometimes (even if i dont look or act like it) that my life is controlled by these men, these really good looking intangible men.
I once prayed for help if DBSK was something that i should be concerning my life with. The next day in my subscriptions box on YouTube was Colors~Melody and Harmony~. It had English subs so i was like OOKAY~~!
This is the first verse


Right now, somewhere, someone
is in pain, all alone
passing through a sleepless night
Until the light shines in your heart
lets nestle close together so we can sleep
like a melody and harmony in love.

So when i heard that i thought 'This isn't a coincidence. i must need to do this'

Well yesterday my dad said that i couldn't go on YouTube anymore and i had a break down. It was pathetic now that i think about it. But all i wanted to do was sit in the dark and wallow.
Thinking about it, that was scary. I do enjoy being alone sometimes but i don't think that i should've been alone then.
I told my dad i'd delete my YouTube account so that all the subscriptions and recommended for you wont be there. I think it's the right thing to do until i can balance my life. I did it with Anime, video games, twilight. this is just another phase and although its much worse, in my opinion, than anything i've ever liked i think it's time it starts to not be so dramatic.
So no more claiming JaeJoong Oppa (oppa is his title not a fangirl thing) as my husband. No more crying over the fact that he will marry someone other than me. No more indulging my nostalgia when I go places or do things that remind me of them. I still want to listen to their music though. K-pop is my favorite music. G-Dragon is my favorite right about now. So that wont stop just instead of the boiling it's doing now im just going to let it simmer.
Bad cooking reference.

Making Layouts

So i just edited Aleah's blogger
EnchantingAmerican.blogspot.com
I found this cuuuute layout and i edited it for aleah's tastes and it took FOREVER! but it's done so im happy