STOP JaeJoongie time

So I was looking at my blog and i think it needs more JaeJoong :D

Love the Earrings :D

Haha he is a dork. This is a picture off HIS CELLPHONE that he took when he was getting his hair done :D

This should (and could) be illegal. . . it's a good thing its not~ :D

But guys lets be real. How could someone this beautiful

Be so ADORKABLE?

He is such a cutie!!1

Sooo ya LOVE HIM!

I just saw a tag on a picture that said "He put a ring on it" and FLIPPED OUT! So i clicked it and it was from April when JaeJoong was dating Jessica (tramp) and they got matching rings. AWW HOW FRICKEN CUTE I THINK I MIGHT HURL! :D

Voice lessons

Okay before I get into my lessons i just would like to say that my password for this blog isnt my password for anything else so i always end up typing the wrong thing and it BUGS ME!!!

Anyway so i started taking voice lessons. Why? not sure. I sing in the shower and before i got a teacher i would get out of the shower and walk past my moms room and she would say "We need to get you a voice teacher"

Is that some kind of insult?

JUST KIDDING Love you mommy!!!

Anyway youtube is being it's stupid self and DISTRACTING ME!! but i love it ANYWAYS

So I always say to Stephanie, my teacher, that im going to blog about how well i did that day in voice. but i never do obviously. So here i go!

When i started voice i had like noooo range. I could not even get into second. . . thats crap.
So she pounded me through second and just the other day i was doing scales and i not only made it though second on chest voice, i didnt even know i did it. Normally when i go through second bridge i make faces or laugh or do something because it would feel weird but now its all
"hey second bridge i just OWNED YOU!!"
She once showed me a video of vocal chords and EWWWWWWWWW i advise you to NEVER look it up. I was like gagging and she just laughed at me. She is like my best grown up friend mostly because she doesn't act grown up all the time. She's INSANE but in a good way ;D

So ya now i've blogged about voice. . . ACCOMPLISHED!!!

I CANT BELIEVE I NEVER BLOGGED ABOUT THIS!!

I WATCHED HEAVENS POSTMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OHMOGO It was amazing!!! there were some parts where it dragged. I think that was because i didn't like the female lead. but there were just times when i wanted to cry there were times when i did cry.
JaeJoongie Oppa was soooo worried when he was filming this movie that his acting skills weren't that great. HAHAHAHAHAHA BABE YOU ARE A RIOT!! He did amazing. His voice was perfect.
"So you're a ghost?"-Hana
"*smirk* Angel"-JaeJoong.
He played the part perfectly. I love that his name was Shin Jae Joon. That is epic.
This was the best movie i have ever seen and i cant wait until Lovin' You comes out next year. (another DBSK movie :D)
*Sigh* life is good.

Christmas '09

So I think now that i'm a little older I tend not to like feel as excited about gifts until I wake up for christmas. (BTW in case no one has noticed yet spelling and punctuation not my thing) So I was helping my mom cook dinner which i will describe L8TAH . . . . so im helping my mom cook and she was like "You feeling okay?" I was like "Ya whyyy" "You just havent been hyper."
So when im not hyper im sick. . . . okay its the truth but what ever. You know what im just going to start from yesterday.
So we made
AHHHH NICHKHUN JUST SHOWED UP ON MONICA'S CLOCK!
So we made 18lbs of Prime Rib (which we are still consuming tonight) we made creamed corn, rolls (home made!! By me and my dad) mashed potatoes, lime jell-o, green beans, rice, and had cider of the apple, pear, and grape apple flavor. Now Christmas eve feels the need to DRAG no matter how excited I am it just DRAGS. So im sitting around the house to FRICKEN SICK to do anything. I wasn't really sick just nauseous. So We finally started cooking around like 7!! We ate at like 8:30 when gordan got to our house (a friend of ours) his fiancee came later. So we got in bed around 10 but didnt fall asleep until like midnight. or was it 11. . .
My cat is rubbing her face against my toes. . .
So i was in my onsie (like a full suit pajama its fricken great) and really we arnt supposed to wake up my parents until 7. but every hour on the FRICKEN hour i woke up. lucky me i know.
So I've had no idea what in the heck my parents were getting me for christmas. I asked for korean men for my big gift.
Personally i wanted all of the angels and the hottest time of the day, but knowing me i would've gotten those mexicans. Monica you know who im talking about.
and alll night i kept saying how much i hate Fabio (my pink ipod) and this morning i walk downstairs to a BRAND NEW IPOD NANO THAT SHOOTS VIDEO!!! So at first i was all oh this is totes. But then i got it out of my case. and i just have to say my mother is the greatest person alive. Sorry monica and aleah.
IT FRICKEN SAID ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH ON THE BACK!!! I WANTED TO FIRCKEN CRYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
but i didnt cause i think my mother might've put me in a mental ward.
DARKNESS EYES JUST CAME ON OHMOGO! (aleah i've been typing it wrong)
So then i got the rest of the pear cider from the fridge and drank from the bottle and my mother called me a drunk.
I got
-a 120 color eyeshadow palate
-diamond earrings
-cute shirts (thanks bailey)
-Purple Jacket
-notebooks and colored ink pens :D (I WROTE MORE)
-perfume (celeb testers)
-new headphones
-$25 of itunes gift cards
-lotion
-a bamboo tree thing (I named him Yoochun but everyone else calls him Mickey)
-a bunch of other cool stuff!!
I laughed when i pulled out the earrings because thats what i had JaeJoong get Sadie in my story for christmas :D
So now im sitting in my parents room and i just bought the second season of OHSHC :D
I was reading Monica's blog and the clock is soo cool you just have to see it
http://themonicatheorem.blogspot.com/
I love it. She sooooooo got me into 2PM. It's not as bad as i love DBSK but it's second only to G-Dragon. that kid is like a male Lady Gaga but he is sooooo much better looking and has a better voice. Nichkhun from 2PM is my lover. JaeJoong is my husband and G-Dragon is a side view :D
Monica is going to kill me for saying that. . .
She said i should tell my dad i love SHINee or MBLAQ<---- Mexicans :D Really one of em has a stache. . . .ewwwie.
Haha that'd be epic if my dad killed SHINee or MBLAQ.
Okay i just spent like 10 minutes on 2PM . . . :D
Merry Christmas everyone
AND A FRICKEN AMAZING NEW YEAR!!!! 2010!!!!!
just noticed. i posted 3 times in the month of december WOOT WOOT!

Oh Goodness

Well I just discovered something amazing. No it isnt some lost treasure that will make me rich and help me marry JaeJoongie, BUT it is that I have been blogging for a year now!! WOOT WOOT!

Celebratory Picture :D

Yay SM Town!!!
Anyways. . . . . .

So I'm on Christmas break and this is like the only time i might blog more than once in a month. Not a lot has happened lately. Oh wait ya it has its called MY AMAZING BIRTHDAY WITH ALEAH AT TOWN SQUARE (Five bucks when Aleah sees her name in this she'll be like OMG!! Hahaha )

So Town Square. . . . hahahahahahahaha~ *Sigh* Aleah and I were dropped off at town square around like 3 if i remember correctly. We were bent on taking pictures with cute guys. But all the guys we saw were either too old (Now my mother is reading this with a face like (0)_(0) <-- Glasses) or they were all draped with girls. SOOO we took some random pictures and decided it was YOGURTLAND TIME!!! Aleah was being a poop though and wouldnt go inside with me. So as im standing in line i see the HAWTEST guys working behind the counter so even though aleah is right outside the glass i called her

B:ALEAH THERE ARE HAWT GUYS IN HERE (Said in a whisper scream)

A:Well i think you should take a picture with them

B:One problemo Aleah I HAVE TO BUY THE YOGURT! and YOU HAVE THE CAMERA

A:Thats 2 problems
B:Just get in here!!!

So Aleah came in and took pictures of them and pictures of them helping me with my yogurt. :D Then as we ate the yogurt these AMAZINGLY HAWT GUYS walked by as i was on the phone with my mother too. SO I ran up to the best looking one (if you havent guessed by now these kids are ASIAN!!) So i went up to the guy and was like "Hey it's my birthday can i take a picture with you?" mind you i looked AMAZING that day) So he said sure and his friends were like "You always get the girls!" And i said it was because of his amazing hair.

Ya thats him, Say what you want i thought he was GREAT! We started following them :D We're creepers i know. (btw its really cold as i type this and i really need my snuggie but it's upstairs and im to lazy to go get it) We followed them into boarders then lost them after spotting this guy who looked strangely like sungmin from SuJu. So we left boarders and went to Sanrio for like the 5th time that day. My amazingly good looking friend Tyler was in there (yes monica the one from health) so I hugged him and Aleah said i should get a pic with him but we go to school together so i was like ummmmm. We also ran into pockets while we were there (Yes pockets is a person a very good friend of mine) So then those guys found us and started stalking us :D my feet started to hurt though like really bad! (Red heels :D) So I called my dad and he picked us up and we went home and watched like the fisrt 10 minutes of Bonjour Paris. (Say it in your native tongue, Paris. If your name isnt aleah you wont get that) Then we went to Nagoya and had the worst teppanyaki i've had in my entire life. The chef SUCKED! All he wanted to do was talk about blackfriday to my uncle. Then he put my food on Aleah's plate. POO HEAD!

So that was my birthday. Now I went and saw Expectations with JUNSHI!! IT WAS AMAZING MY FAVORITE PLAY TO DATE!! BETTER THAN SWEENY TODD OR CATS!!! It was great mostly because he talked to me :D

AHH IT POSTED THIS WITH OUT MY PERMISSION!

But anyways I will just leave as is :D Writing later i guess

BAI BAI!!!!!

School

The hardest thing in my life is school.
NOT FAMILY
NOT MY LOVE LIFE (or lack there of)
NOT FRIENDS
NOT ANYTHING EXCEPT SCHOOL!!!
I'm taking really hard classes this year and some of those classes i was never good at anyway.
I have Bio. 1 Honors. I was never good at science. I dont care who says what I was never good at science. Too many difficult terms that all looked alike but ment different things. Also my teachers in middle school wern't that amazing so all the things i should know i dont apparenly so everyone around me is like "BLAH BLAH BLAH I KNOW EVERYTHING!" and i sit there like i have no clue whats going on!
Spanish is hard because i get how everything is said but the spelling is AMAZINGLY HARD! Epsecially how my teacher grades. 1 missed accent then your entire answer is wrong. not even a half credit. I wish they would let me take Japanese. I've learned some phrases in korean and can romazie simple Korean phrases so Japanese cant be tooooooo far off. I can already write all the way to 4 in Japanese. I know now your thinking "WOAH 4 YOU'RE MOVING UP IN THE WORLD!"
Theatre isn't hard as much as it is stressfull. The whole hours thing drives me insane!!! But other than that it truly is my favorite class next to english.
English is the greatest class on earth. It's simple and entertaining because Mr.Matulat gets that we have other classes and he gets that our majors are demanding. He gets it!! At the beginning of the year some senior theatre majors told us to find a teacher we could go to and just lay on the floor and cry. I think Mr. Matulat would let me if i asked.
Math. . . . ohmyheck. I love the teacher when he isn't teaching. But the way he teaches you can never tell if he is joking or if he is serious. Then he teaches things the simple way. So for like slope intercept form he just says y=mx+b so we (we being layne and myself) went to the book and had to look up slope intercept form.
School just isn't fun anymore.

Man~

So I hate that when ever I blog it's only after something big has happened or i have free time. Both of which never happen EXCEPT NOW!

So my birthday was the other day. It was amazing for the first half. I woke up NOT TIRED!! That never happens. Then I got Snow White on DVD ( I soo put a B instead of a V hahahaha I'm such a wanna be Korean!) I got the socks i wanted and i got A FRICKEN SNUGGIE!!! HOLY CRAP!!!!! Hahaha. So I got to school and they sang me happy birthday in theatre. We finished watching this amazing play called anatomy of gray. It was amazingly cute and i LOOVED~ it :D

Then in science we WHIPPED OUT MY SOCKS and we put them on my feet with my flats on so I had cute little JaeJoongie's face on my feet. Then they sang to me and i have A TON! of choir majors in my class so it sounded nice. And the cute nerd Alex (for those of you who know him) hugged me and said happy birthday. Then my sweetie Justin (who really isnt my sweetie but he took of my ring one day and put it back on my finger and claimed we were married then wrote his vows and my vows for me :D) hugged me and said happy birthday my sweets. He's so nice. And after lunch monica (I LOVE YOU MY SWEETS!) was like "BROOKE GET HERE NOW!!!!" Cause i dont eat lunch with her cause I'm at seminary. So Marina and Summer are walking with me and i see monica and her back is too me and she's holding something in her hand. So I called her and she was like BROOKE!!! So she put this canister in my hand, and all over the canister is pictures of my sweet Joongie. So Im flipping out cause i mean COME ON ITS MY HUSBAND!! So she's like OPEN IT! So I did and this is on the inside

Can i say I SCREAMED!!! OHGOMO I WAS SOOO FLIPPEN HAPPY~ And sweet monica's mother's birthday is the same day as mine so her mom was like "thanks monica you get Brooke something but forget your mothers birthday" But her mom made me a Joongie bookmark. I SOOO SLEPT WITH IT NEXT TO MYNON-EXISTENT BED! More about that later. So then I got home and it was nice but then i remembered i had about 20 people staying in my house. Normally i'm okay with people staying in my house but it was my birthday and I got to sleep on AN AIR MATTRESS IN MY SISTERS ROOM! But I had the most amazing cake and THE BEST CHICKEN AND DUMPLINGS ON THE FACE OF THE FRICKEN PLANET. . .

I'm in my mothers room right now with my mom and two aunts and im listening to a song from Mozart (The musical in which Xiah Junsu will be staring as Mozart) so i cant hear everything they're saying but at one point they're really loud then quiet then they laugh and get all quiet again. . . .

Anywho so I JUST WATCHED THE FIRST 10 MINUTES OF HEAVENS POSTMAN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

It is so much easier to type ahhh on a computer cause when i wrote the same thing to aleah on my cell I had to keep pressing the 'H' button.

I've been sitting here listening to that song OVER AND OVER! I cant wait to see Mozart!!!
So my life is boring and I'll write later!

Aww Jae and Vick (Haha vick was named by Junsu Oppa because it's a combo of Visual and Shock :D)

My Room

Living in my house in madness with my father. My mother gets it. That I’m different and that my room being full of stuff is just who I am. My dad thinks that having every inch of my room covered in pictures is overwhelming. He thinks that my dresser covered in stuff isn’t good. Having my room like that is sooo calming. The rest of the world expects me to be organized and together. In my room, my domain, I can just let everything out and it can be my place to be unorganized and free. I wish my dad could see that.

I wanna hug him and slap him at the same time

SM Entertainment CEO's Kim Young Min, who is involved in the ‘unfair contract’ dispute with his artistes, has recently announced a new contract policy, and that it will be put into action once it gets approved by the related authorities.SM Entertainment Representative, Kim Young Min, who attended the press conference which was held on the 2nd of November 2009 at 63 Tower, has expressed, “We would collect all comments from music and entertainment industries, related government departments, cultural and tourism board, fair trade departments, educational circles and legislative bodies, based on the law to adjudicate a new contract policy. After the approval from the respective authorities, we would then put it into action. Then follow it (new contract policy) enthusiastically.”Kim agreed, “If we are able to come out with a new exclusive contract policy based on the law, SM would like to re-contract with all current artistes based on it.”Kim also expressed, “Under the new exclusive contract, the moment it’s signed it would be protected till the contract ended, if not the current situation would repeat over and over again in the future.”“In order to prove that what have just I said is nothing but the truth, we would first like to take the advice from the impartial committee,” he said.But, everyone was not able to fully believe this announcement by SM Entertainment. Professor Lee from Korea Art University stated, “If SM do not wish to have what they have just said to turned into nothing, then they should assure them.” He continued, “Based on what SM have said, they do not wish to fully take on the advice from the impartial committee, but to forcefully come out with a new contract policy, which was questionable (their announcement).” Professor Lee ended, “If SM was really sincere about this, they should work on the new contract based on the advice and not vice versa, and then to get it approved by the representative authorities.”

Source: OhmyNews + OhMickyTranslation: sshutingg @ OneTVXQ.comCredits: OneTVXQ.com { One World. One Red Ocean. One TVXQ! }shared by:dbsknights

Update

SO it has been a long time since I posted. School does that to you.

So from that last post you can see that the world is coming to an end. I must have spent over an hour and a half crying over that. The next morning though i realized something: ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH!!! My husband doesn't have it tattooed to his chest for no reason! I perked right up and thought about how I need to be strong and I need to keep fighting!!!

SOOO THEN I fell in love with their song Trick. SOOO OLD!!! It was during their 'T' tour. The costumes, which I couldn't find a picture of so i'm kinda mad but the vid is at the bottom of this page, are sooo sexy!!! :D

SOOO THE CABIN WAS LAST WEEKEND!!!OMG SOOO COOOOOL!!!
So I took the coolest cousin in the entire world with me. ALEAH! Which btw aleah when you read this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6q8E6BSjNKE and this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DERs3xD5Qkw&NR=1 :D

Anyway the cabin. SO Aleah came over the night before in her snuggie thing that was sooo pimp!It was like a snuggie suit. (just so you know i've been watching YouTube at the same time i've been typing this so i've been on this page for like an hour) We chilled in my room and spazzed for a long time. THEN when we woke up my dad was still in KANSAS! So we packed up 2 cars and drove to the airport and got my dad. Then we went to my uncle brents house and picked up a trailer. We got on the road and Aleah and I both fell asleep. Around Mesquite we woke up and my dad was like "We've been on the road for an hour and have about 2 more hours left" Really it felt like 5 hours had passed. Aleah and I stuck a conversation about french fries. We finally got to the mountains and let me tell you SNOW IS COLD!!!

I asked my mom before we left "Hey is there going to be snow?" And she said "No." So you know what i wore in the car? Flats. With no traction at the bottom. As soon as I stepped out of the car, i was greeted by a cat first, then i almost fell. So then it was great because i couldnt walk outside i didn't have to haul things into the cabin. SO THEN it was mucho freo (is that how it's spelled?) So we only lit 2 of the 4 fires with the little wood we could chop with a broken ax. So Aleah and I snuggled on the couch with meh story and meh cell phone and watched vids to get rid of meh writers block. (BTW totes ended chapter 34 aleah!)

So that night it was even more cold and we had the coldest room in the whole cabin (which i was okay with cause not only was it the same room the boys stay in in my story but , and this is soo by chance, it was the same bed that Jae and Mickey slept in) but it was still really cold. Aleah was perfectly fine in her snuggie thing. I have been taught though that when you wear something simple like a night gown or a tank top and shorts your body heat doesnt try to warm up your clothes but the space around you. So i wore a nightgown and pj pants. I forgot socks though and was too cold and tired to get out of bed. So i just froze that night.

The next morning Aleah and I laid in bed for like half an hour after we woke up looking really scary. We were laughing soo hard. why IDK i think it had something to do with french fries.

Later that day aleah and I took my speakers and had the most epic dance party known to man! Then Bailey and her friend came out and didn't like the music we were playing and SOOO tried to change it. We took over though with a little purple line :D Then that night we had a dance party and i SOOOO scared my mom with my gangsta dance moves ;)

That night we told scary stories and I have a real bad problem with the paranormal. Like super bad. So i was almost crying cause we sat in the dark but the moon was full so it was soo bright outside that it was eerie and all i saw in my head was some psychopath throwing himself against the window and trying to get in. It was soo scary!!! Aleah and I got in bed and listened to my iPod (TVXQ!) and wouldn't stop laughing cause we were hugging each other and talking about french fries.

On Sunday we went for a ride up the mountain. Larson took me on the second best four wheeler. We went so fast! The snow had melted that it was all mud. So the mud flew up into my eyes and got stuck in my hair. It was amazingly funn!

So now im sitting in my play room and this post has taken me three days to write. BLEH . . . :D

QUICK PICTURE OF MY HUBBY!

Aww this is from when he and Mickey were making Colors~Melody and Harmony~

D:

The possibility of Korea's top idol group TVXQ disbanding is increasing, after their agency sent an apparent ultimatum to three of the five-member boy band to return to the agency.
Speaking at a press conference on Monday, SM Entertainment chief Kim Young-min accused the three members -- Xiah, Hero, and Micky -- of having sued against the company out of greed to make more money.
Kim was speaking about the ongoing legal battle between the three members and the company. The three band members claim the contract signed between TVXQ and the management agency is unfair.
Last month, a lower court sided with the three and ruled that parts of the contract should be invalidated, paving the way for them to resume individual music and advertisement careers.
The agency vowed to bring the case to a higher court, saying the three must follow the contract as long as they continue to be part of TVXQ, and should get paid according to the current contract.
The other two members -- U-know and Max -- rendered their support for the management agency's claim, expressing hope that the other three would return quickly.
In their statement, the two stressed that all members have worked under the same contract with SM Entertainment for the past five years.
"We believe that TVXQ would not have been in existence without SM Entertainment, which created the group. We are also not willing to resume our career as TVXQ without our current agency," the statement said.
In a related movement, SM Entertainment chief Kim made it clear that although the court granted freedom to the three members to pursue individual activities, they are allowed to work as TVXQ only under SM.
The company demanded that the three members reply to its request to return to the agency by Nov. 12.
But it is widely viewed that the three are unlikely to continue to work with the management agency due to deep distrust between the two sides.

CHANGMIN AND YUNHO JOIN THE FIGHT! IF YOU DO YOU ALL MIGHT WIN!!! I WANT YOU GUYS TO STAY TOGETHER AND CONTINUE TO MAKE MUSIC THAT MELTS MY HEART!!!!
Saranghaeyo Oppa's.
JaeJoong, Hwaiting
Yoochun, Hwaiting
Junsu, Hwaiting!

Name Change

Don't eorry about it. Just felt like something new :D